Lifeless...As Can be...

I'm so darn tired..Yesterday had dance prac..Back to dance pracs..hehs..Neways..I slept at 3am that morning..Coz some1 needed me by their side...so i was there for tht some1 till that sum1 was ok..anyways..went to dance prac..and...it was the first time i found it ever so hard to just put on a smile...i dunno why...no strength to even smile i guess..=P well at least i tried...i was just to tired...anyways to me dance team..u guys are really doing well..=) keep it up! make sure u take care of urself before this saturday's performance kays?

Hmms...about christmas...it's like..finally here...18 days away...HELP ANYONE???!!! sighs...I just cant feel christmas...If u don't know..i'm some1 who loves christmas times the MOST..i was waiting for it the whole year...so excited bout it...but now..its here..and i feel no nothing..Wheres my christmas spirit? that i dunoo..Can sum1 help me rmb? help me rmb wht..it feels like..to have that christmas joy..that joy..and peace...that i love so much abt christmas..i feel very emotionless...i've been like this..eversince..i came back from KL..or rather..coz of something that happen in KL...that made me tell myself..."let it not affect you.." and maybe..because of that..i started to block feelings..and now i've turn to stone..turn to stone that i cant feel anything anymore...maybe..i've harden myself up to much...cause maybe..i tot..by hardening up myself..I'll stand strong...and no one can bring me down...is that why..i cant feel anything? or rather..why i'm just simply emotionless? i seriously feel like i'm sumwhere else...far far far away from whtever is happening arnd me..theres like this blockage..preventing me from crossing over...Is there anyone out there to remove this blockage for me??

It's funny how..most of the times..when ppl have problems..or whenver some1 needs some advice..or when they come to me to talk...i can help them..i'm able to answer their questions..i'm able to counsel them..but when it comes to myself...i'm just darn blank...I CANT EVEN HELP MYSELF..I guess thats the reason why they say friends need friends...NO ONE in the world...could possibly survive..standing alone..theres always some1...right beside them..standing by..and helping them up again whenever they fall...

Most of my close friends would know that..I'm not the kind of person..to be this way..i'm always the lifely person around...cheering ppl up..bouncing here and there like a crazy maniac..What has happen....to me....i seriously don't know...

WOOT~!

Alritey babeh!!!! Yesterday had dance prac...Went to pick Up jef fri..Wah...had a hard time finding his grandma's hse wei..Then prac was aite..teach bryan and steffi...from the begining of the dance...while the rest prac the whole dance over and over again..i'm reli proud of bryan and steffi..they both did really well..=) *cheers!!* well anyways...I"M RELI PROUD OF THE WHOLE DANCE TEAM!!!! u guys are great..=) MAKE SURE U DO WELL THIS SATURDAY YEAH? JIA YOU!!!

Today!!!!!i decided not to have dance prac...Anyways..I woke up at 5.30am..and couldnt get back to sleep...SO...i went downstairs...and started studying form 3 sejarah...I have no idea why i did that but i did..xD...studied untill 9.30am..hahahahaha...Then Me went out with Sue,Ellora,Mel,A.T & A.N! hahahahhaa...Had fun..=)!!!! Bowling...MWAHAHAH!!! FINALLY some time for me own self..hahaha...and thanks Sue for that EARLY christmas prezzie!!! =)!!!!

Talking bout bowling..this reminds me of a very very funny incident..xD...

Last week when i was in KL..Me,my 2 bro's and calvin went to Mid Valley to hang out..then we went bowling...so after bowling..me went to the LADIES rest room for e while..Suddenly this indian dude came in the LADIES rest room..I was like...In my head.."Wad the..excuse mua...Like..LADIESS???!!!" then i just looked at him..then he looked back at me and smile..I was like...Uh-Huh...then he said.."Excuse me..Erm..May...I..erm...Do U...erm..." i was like thinkng to myself.."SPEAK UR MIND LA TOOT and GET OUT" then he said..."Do u have Tissue?" i was like..Shake head...No...then infront me..was a sink..there was a used tissue there..he looked at tht tissue..then he looked at me..then he asked me.."Are u using tht tissue?" i said.."No..." then he said.."May i have it?" i'm like..-_-'''!!!! Thinking to myself.."TAKE LAH...ITS NOT EVEN MINE..." then i said..."er...Yeah..Sure..." Then he came..and take the tissue...smiled at me..and say.."thanks! =)" and stop there 4 a while..i was like..thinking.."Yeah..SHOO...Leave.OUt..FREAK..." then other woman came in...they looked..Confused..why is a stupid man in a ladies room..then he left...I was like...OKKKKKK...........then me went out...and Calvin was there...then he asked me..Why?

xD...when i think abt it again..its so damn funny..so damn stupid...lolx..Gtg..Ciaoz!

OH YEAH..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DEAR COUSIN...CALVIN CHOO KOK YEW!!! MUACKS! miss u alrdy..=)

Ouch Ouch..Feet Hurts...

Hmms..had dance prac today again after church..3pm to 6pm...FINALLY FINISH TEACHING THEM THE DANCE...i'm proud of them..=)! BUT then rite...Suddenly MORE ppl wanted to join the dance..I got a few calls just now...Saying they wanted to join the dance as well...Waaaaaahhh... I was like...o....k...SO NOW I GOTTA TEACH THIS NEW PPL THE WHOLE DANCE AGAIN...AHHHHHHH!!!!!!! gosh...and we are going to PERFORM THIS SATURDAY!!! PLAZA PELANGI SUDDENLY CALLED US TO DANCE....haiyor eh.....

And i thought i was DONE teaching..and just gotta prac with them..now gotta teach a few more ppl right from the start...tired....so...tired....my eyes...are darn black..like panda like that..and coz of this..I gotta cancel all my plans of going out and all..coz...theres not much time left...=( so sorry to my fwends... T_T okays...

NEXT PRACS SCHEDULE!!!!

4th Dec/Monday- 2pm to 6pm
6th Dec/Wednesday- 2pm to 6pm
7th Dec/Thursday- 2pm to 6pm
8th Dec/Friday- 2pm to 6pm
10th Dec/Sunday-3pm to 6pm
11th Dec/Monday- Maybe...

PErformances!!!

9 Dec- Plaza Pelangi / 7.30pm
15 Dec- City Square / 8pm ( I won't be performing..I will be in KL)
16 Dec- City Square / 8pm
22nd Dec- City Square / 8pm
23rd Dec- Christmas Childrens Party
24th Dec- Christmas Dinner at Jade Palace

Dance Team...U all really need to catch up this week...ASAP! PRESS ON!

DANCE MANIA!!

ALRIGHT MAN!! okays..Today was the first OFFICIAL dance prac lar..b4 this is just extrasss...coz some of em wanted to learn earlier..anyways..IT WENT GREAAT!!! though..My ankle is kinda hurting...but..WOW..they catch up real real fast!!! ALL of them did really really well!!! WELL DONE y'all!!!

For me..The dancers that really stand out today was JACK!!! U did really well Although it was ur first ever time dancing!!! BRYAN!!! U did awesome too!! Though it's your first time dancing!! HE NEVER TOOK PART IN ANY DANCE b4 this...And for his first time..He did WELL!! Though u may not be as fast as the others...But YOUR DETERMINATION really impressed me!! and coz of that..U stood out! Thats one of the things that I'm looking for in a Dancer! DETERMINATION! thank u so much for that....=) JEF FRI!!! Eventhough ur Knee was Injurt...But u still came to learn..And thats great determination there..THANK U FOR THAT!! and hey..GET WELL SOON! better take care of that Knee of yours aite?

To Sophie..HEy..U know your a good dancer..=) Olivia! Well done! U've not danced Hip Hop b4..but your doing Alrite so far! =)! Just use more strength and "UMPH" hahahaha...JO! ur doing aites! BB! love u..=) Benson..Dun think u dance sucky..U dance great! And u know that..=) Jie Jie..U know ur good..=) hahahaa..

Just wanna say how great u guys were today! KEEP IT UP! Huggs!!

NEXT PRACS!!!

3rd Dec/Sunday- 3pm to 6pm

4th Dec/Monday- 11am to 5.30pm

5th Dec/Tuesday- No prac..Break for u guys..

6th Dec/Wednesday- 11am to 5.30pm

7 Dec/Thursday- 11am to 5.30pm

8th Dec/Friday- To be Decided *Depends on how u guys do*

9th Dec/Saturday- 3pm to 6pm *If not performin In Plaza.P*

10th Dec/Sunday- 3pm to 6pm

11th Dec/Monday- To be decided..

Hey Y'all...u guys reallly really need to have loadsa pracs this week..Coz from the 12dec to 16dec I will be in KL for da PS conference..So on the 15th Dec..U guys have to Perform on your own!! *so sorry i wouldn't be with u guys on the first performance..* On the 16th i will rush back from KL..and i WILL make it for the 2nd performance..and the others following performance..

We will be Performing..

15th Dec- City Square

16th Dec- City Square

22nd Dec- City Square

23rd Dec- Christmas Childrens Party

24th Dec- Christmas Dinner

MAYBE..on the 9th DEC we will perform in Plaza Pelangi..Depends on whether u guys are ready to..

Tired tired!!!

Ahha....! BOOM..it's friday..That was fast..hahaha...well anyways on Tuesday..wht did i do on tuesday? xD Ohhh yeaaah!! My BESTIE CAME TO VISIT MEE!!! Me have 3 besties..One of em is this gal..=) Kalaivani!!!! Missed u sooo much!!!well this bestie of mine..i've not seen her for a loong loong time..1 year plus! haha..coz she shifted school.. Wells..u know..She came to my hse for 4 or 5 times alrdy to visit me..but then no one open the door..hahaha..maybe mom couldnt hear and i was in KL..so yeahss...Anyways i'm sooo soo happy she came..=) how nice and sweet of her to come by..=) Aww...Thanks ler!!!! really brighthened up my day!!! MUACKS!!! ILU~!!!

Wednesday..kaka...SLACK SLACK SLACK!!!! online whole day man..hahahhaa...On thursday..teached dance to some of da ppl in da dance team..came my hse..hahaha...Today too...teached from 11am till 6.30pm!!! tired ahhh....(they wanted to learn earlier) hahas...Tomorrow would be teaching too..but this time more ppl...have to teach another 6 more ppl!!!! @_@ waaahs...so gotta go CoGs and teach em...Hmms...then Sue came over!! =)!! Reli lovey that girl la..hahaha...Noe her for 6 years edy!! man..time flying so fasst...

Wells..i've not taken my bathe and i stink so badly...*Duh...dancing like how many hours straight?* and I'm just waiting for MEL to finish BATHING!!! like...sighs...i wanted to bathe..and she was having a headache..sooo...Let her bathe first...kinda taking forever la...hahahahaha...Hmms..sue wanna go hang out on tuesday! to celebrate her finishing of her SPM! hahahaha...Yeh Man! Aites...Ta~!

PS: The Song Linger by THe Cranberries so totally Rawks k..Its so nice!!! =)

Back In JB

Okay..Where do i start? hahaha..Well anyways...I had a great great time in KL thats for sure! xD..After going out with AppLe on tht day..on Wednesday went to My Aunts hse and spend the whole day there...Why? Coz my bro's were playing PS2..hahaha...and at night went to Mont Kiara,Starbucks...Met some Jap Guys there...lolx...Anyways...on thursday..Stayed at home to babysit my 3 year old cousin..spent the whole day with her...Had to bathe her and all...xD...And on tht Night..My uncle (my cousins father) brought us all out for a movie...watched flushed Away..kakakakaka...Those Slugs are so darn cute when they sing..hahah! thens after movie went to MamAk! hahahaha...

On Friday went to Mid Valley with bro's and Calvin. Haaa...Sure My brothers had fun..Why? Because i was like their ATM machine...xD...yeah la..that day i belanja-ed them the whole day..lolx...

Saturday..Hmms..Wht did i do again? hahaha..Oh yeaaah...Morning went to CC with My cousin...Its beeen sooo long since i've went to CC wei..Haha..So damn Fun..Me,My two brothers and My cousin brother go own 4 other guys in CS! xD!!! MWAHAHAHH! when they saw tht a girl killed them in CS they are like... #$%&~*! wht???!!! hahahaha!!!! Damn fun...mwhahahahaha.....

Then in the afternoon Some of my cousins friends came over...Penyu,Ed,Yoong chuen,and one more guy...tak tau who..but sure looks vv blur blur lidat...lol...They were playing like..Dunno wht game..And I had no Single Clue how u play tht game or either what tht game is about but i sure do know tht it Cost a BOM...RM300 for the whole set...And it took them 4Hours or more to finish the game..hehs...Riiiiteee...And I became their tong Sampah..-_-'''! CHOO KOK WUI!!!! but it was his bday so whtevr la..See...Me such a good cousin! MWHAHAAH! Then Gave him e Suprise bday Cakey!!!!!! At night went to Lai lai Heong to eat...Omg..go kepong always eat there one..hahahahaha...Anyways after dinner went to Pasar Malam..Man do I miss the Pasar Malams in Kepong! hahahahaha...Than sweet sweet Aunt Maggie Bought me the Cargo pants i've been wanting for soo sooo loong!!! THANK U SO MUCHH!! MUACKS MUACKS!!!

On SUnday ahh..Went to erh...Wht did i do on Sunday..Wells went to Jusco Kepong with Uncle,Aunt and His two small small children..Gosh!!! My new cousin Baby Boy loooks sooooo CUUUTEE!!! hhahahhaa...At night went for Dinner with the WHOLE family to celebrate my cousin's bday..Which was on Sat but ah Wells...Anyways...Nice food wei! hahahaha...It was great having dinner with all of them again..=)!!!! After that went back..at like 11pm like dat..Daddy reached KL..Me and all da Boys (brothers and kok wui and kok yew) went over to my Other uncles hse which is like..at the back of my grandma's hse to go watch MAN UNITED VS CHELSEA!!! hahahahha...All are in favour of MAN U EXCEPT CHOO KOK YEW...hahaha..chelsea fan..xD...In the End..the scores turned out MAN U-1 Chelsea-1...Draw...WHAAAT LAAA!!! It was fun!!! =)! watching Footie with uncles,cousins and brothers..hahahahaha...

On MONDAY!! Woke up so darn early..So tired coz of watching the Match..slept at 3am..hehs...Woke up at 7am..at 9plus Beng's aka Apple's Father came to fetch Me and Brothers to 1 Utama...Reached there..Went to Makan at KFC...Belanja my two brothers again..U know what..That Sweet Sweet Girl...(Beng) bought stuffs and made cards for all 4 of us! Me,Benson,Benroy and Melissa! And she's not met MELISSA YET! BUT SHE STILL GOT SOMETHING FOR HERR!!! how sweet is that? She got me a very super darn nice Necklace..that says.."TOMATO" (my nickname) hahaha...She has one that says "APPLE"..Stickers! (SHE HAS IT TO!!) EARINGS!!! One side of my ear is a star earing and another side is a heart..(Same goes for her!!!) and a specially made card by her...aww man..She's so so sweet lar...How nice of her...hahaha.. Then went to go see da rock Climbing place...coz Benroy wanted to see it SOOO MUCh...lolx!

After that went to Old Wing to buy movie tickets..We watched ACCEPTED!!!! So darn nicee! hahaha..Calvin came in time to watch movie together with us..Anyways after that brought beng to go Makan..She was hungry..xD! and then benson brought Benroy to this Big big play ground...Dunno how to say..But its like those big play grounds where u have to pay to go in..Aiyah...Anyways...He went in there and Benson Helped jaga him..while me,beng and calvin went to go look for something to give my sister...Anyway in the end i bought a Bracelet that says "MELISSA" for her...the type that u have to make urself one...like choose the letters and bla bla..haha..Then Benson wanted to go to MPH for a while..so Beng,Me and Calvin stayed at the play ground there to Jaga benroy..hahaha..HE MADE TWO NEW FRIENDS ALRDY...Wow..thats was fast...xD!

Anyways time pass real real fast...Calvin left earlier...daddy came around 7pm+ gossh...we had trouble finding where he was and he had trouble finding where we were...1 Utama is a vvvvv Big complex..so..yeahhh...ALOT OF doors and ways to go out...It was a great day! had fun! haha..Dad fetched Beng home..And she asked me to wait for a while...when she came back out..She gave me this glass bottle she decorated and made for me..OH MAN!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH LER...Sniffx...Love u so much!!!! such a nice girl she is...=) Haha...My dad could see she's a very nice girl too..He like told my grandma and aunt how nice she is..and told my mom too..hahahaha...SEE APPLE!!!! YOU ARE LOVED BY MANY!!! hahahahahhaa...

Left KL that night with Great great and Sweet Sweet Memories..=)!!! Dad drop by at Sri Petaling to buy some DVD's to let us watch on the way back to JB..but i dun really fancy watching movies in cars...so i just looked out the window..the Night Sky was good enough for me..=) Left KL about 11 plus and reached at 2am plus...Its good to be home..=)

HOME SWEET HOME!! hahahaha...Anyways before i slept i wrote a Note for my sis and left the present i bought for her and the Note on the Teddy bear she gave me for my bday..Slept at 4am..hahahaha...woke up at 10am today..Went into the room to check..and the note i wrote for her was gone..Instead..I saw a note there...ANOTHER note...saying.."Darling Sis" with a gift there too..I read the note...She wrote it this morning after she saw my gift and read my note..and she gave me a pair of earings and a really nice bracelet..=) Awww...She got something for me too!!! Sniffx...touched...hahaha...Thank U Jie...=)

Alrites..Got loadsa pics to Upload...Therefore...OFF I GO!!!

PS: PPL IN C.O.G.S DANCE TEAM..DANCE PRAC ON SATURDAY..3pm to 6pm..At COGS.. Wear comfortable clothes and Bring tons Of Water..Please Be punctual ,Thank You.

*Smiles!*

Gosh..I'm so so Happy! Yesterday was such a great day! FINALLY i got to go out with dear dear APPLE!!! wooot~! hahahha..Morning went to 1Utama..Apple's daddy fetched us there..how nice..hahahaha...And wow does he know his directions well..I suck at it..Blaah...Anyways..Went to Mc.Ds and then went to buy tickets! Bleeh...Happy Feet won Death Note..Therefore..we watched death note..I MEAN i mean Happy Feet won..type wrong...aunt la..talking to me only..mwahhahaa...Happy Feet..OMG so darn cute! hahah..Laughing like dunno what in the cinema..hahaha...those cuties!!! hahaha...It was a nice movie..=)

Glad i watched tht instad of death note..if not surely after the movie will be like..In shock..or sumthing..kakakakaka....After the movie..We were all Happy happy..hahahahah...Then the boys went to play bowling.kakaka...And me and apple went to walk around..well actually she said she need to buy prepaid reload for her sis and she wants to buy a CD by The Veronicas for her sister...*which i though she meant her REAL sister* hahahaha..OMG!!! She was like..Yeah..Its for my sister...I'm like yeah..i know..Then she said...Yeah..Its for my SISTER!! then she looked at me...i was like..What...Oy..Oy! then she say..Yeah..My sister tomato! OMG!!!! I was like DUDE! dude! serious??!!! hahahaha...Oh man...So nice of her! coz last time i told her i wanted to buy the CD..OMG!!! And something really touched my Heart and tht is..When she was buying..before i knew it was actually for me..

Celine: Ouch to the pocket wei..
Beng: Nvm..It's for my sister..=)
Celine: *thinkin to myself..Oh how sweet..=)*

Then after i got da SHOCKING news..I thought back..and rmbered wht she said..I was like..Awww..*melts* she said tht..referring to me..hahahhahaa...Aw man..I still dunno how to thank her wei..i can say thank u a 100 times..hahaha..but still..macam tak cukup..lol...Well after she managed to make my face totally like RED..lol..when i smile or laugh or too happy my face becomes red like tomato..=P Went arcade there...coz thats where the boys were..then me and her..tak tau nak buat apa...Just start snapping pics like mad! hahahahha..Snap here..Snap there..Went somewhere to strip and snap..=P Nyahahaha..xD *Beng..U know wht i mean..=P*
hahahaha...And then went to go get something for Ourselves!!! whEEE~! we got a vvvvvv nive Bracelet after looking and walking for Sooo Loong..hhahahhaa...Then went to play pool...Wah...play fast like dunno wht...why? Beng's mom was like...there alrdy..hahahahhaa...then Run like crazy from the New WIng to The Old wing..OMG..i was wearing heels...GREAAT..hahahaha..thank goodness i din trip and fall or my heels like break or sumthing..tht would be so damn MEMALUKAN!!! hahahahaha....

Well..we got lost...and reached kinda late...7pm+ close to 8pm..hahaha...I tot i was dead meat...coz my Uncle...and aunt grandma all waiting for us...mwhahahahah..but they din scold or anything..Wheee~! Had a great great day man! hahaha..a TOTAL SISTERS OUTING MAN! woot~! Calvin actually wanted to come but in the end did not..ahh well..kakakaka..His lost. Not mine. hahaha..It was good too la..Got to totally hang out with apple..mwhahahahaa...

I love Apple man..I love Lim Kien Beng.I love her so much...I truly love her..Hehs..Heck those ppl who finds fault with her or tries to make her life miserable..Bleehs..Coz it won't work on her..She's TOUGH! She's strong! and she have ppl who care and love her..hehs..ppl like ME! kekeke..lalalala...*dun mind my crazy and perasan-ness..I AM after all typing my thoughts out as it flows.hhehe..* Though i've only met her for not tht long..but to me..it seems as if we've met a loong loong way back..Haha...everytime i look at the CD or listen to it..i cant help myself but smile...=) Looking at that bracelet too..I'm glad we bought it..hahahaha...

Right now..in My aunts hse...sitting down...infront the com..Thank goodness theres internet..infront my latop actuallly..thank goodness i brought it..mwhahaha...at her hse..with my 2 bros...playing PS 2 like mad...blaaah..alritey..i shall stop..NOW! hahahaa...

Anyways it was an Unforgettable day yesterday..=) I love u sister..love ya loads! Hugs!

WHoaaa???!

Yea Babeh! ITS DA HOLIDAYSSS!!! WHOOOO! A week have really gone by FAST..Well on Monday i went to Khoo's To bake a cake for the class year end party...Then on Tuesday had the class year end party..mwahahah..I'm glad the cake tasted nicesh! Wheee!!!!

Alrite..It doesnt look sooo good..But tasted good! =)! =P!

Wells Didn't go to school on Wednesday and Thursday! Mwahahha...Coz like i've much more things to do at home then to laze around in school waiting for time to past...Bleerh...I"M SOOO GLAD I'VE FINALLY FINISH CHOREOGRAPHING THE HIP HOP DANCE!!! WOOT~! With the help of my lovely dearest sister of course! =)! Then I can go to KL without worries! Mwahahahaha..WHEE~! I'm leaving for KL this SUnday! mwahahahh!!!! Bwahahah!!! LoLx...

Well tomorrow would be a friend's bday party..She thought i wouldn't be going because she doesn't know tht i'm goin KL on Sunday not Saturday so plan to give her a suprise! mwhahahaha...Ayeee! Well...SPM's started for some ppl...

ALL THE BEST TO ALL THE SPM CANDIDATES!!!!

Hahaha....Took Some Pics in School!!!

We were supposed to look sumwhere else...But all of them Pakat and look at me instead..=.=!!!

Ayes! Have a Happy holiday Y'all!!!! OH YES!!! Just for My friendsss Info...I'll be performing in City Square on the 16th and 22nd of Dec. Most probaly would be at night gua...If want more info come ask..=)! HAPPY HOLIDAYS PPL!

Wow?

OKays well...After the exams..Going to school has just been a waste of energy and time coz firstly we don't do anything..and even the teachers are lazy to come into the class...So practically we just stay in class...for 7 hours doing absoloutely NOTHING...Goodness...On tuesday and wednesday i went..But on Thursday and friday i did not...Like for wht? hahahaha...

Well...On friday went out with some friends..Hahaha..How nice of them to totally treat me on everything..=) Thanks guys! Well..Got to watch Step Up! Its about Dancing and stuffs..And some romance of course...=) haha...Its nice..After tht we went shopping..and bought alot of stuffs for a friend..Then went to the Pasar Malam at Putri Wangsa for a while..And came home..Got home at about 8pm like dat...So was out the whole day..Hmms...

Oh yeah..Bout the dance choreography...Its going quite okay lar..At least i have some ideas on how to do some parts..But still stuck at some parts too..hahaha..HELP! Well thank goodness i have my Dear dear sister by my side to help me..=) Thanks Jie!

Hmms...I guess i'll have to go to school for the whole of next week..Sighs..Cik Fatimahtulzarah gave my sis a letter informing me tht i have to do some stuffs next week..In the book shop and attend other stuffs ...where i'm needed..So..BLEH...On monday would be going to Khoo's to bake a cake for the class year end party on Tuesday...

For PS conference..I guess tht there are some inconvinience for accomadation but i'll get thorugh it some how..Hopefully..Will not be staying with the Deligates from JB and Singapore but will be staying in my Grandma's hse instead which is in Kepong and which is like FAR from Sunway...Bleeeh...Have to take Taxi..Whoa will that cost a BOM..Aihs...Abt money..I'm like so out of money..Paying for PS conference and all..Buying presents..And You know whats so GREAT? My hp is like Cacated alrdy...SOT...Gila...Crazy already..It keeps offing...GRRR! And i'm so not in a state where i can buy a new HP..And its coz...I have to use my own money to get my own HP..Unlike some fortunate ppl..hahaha...

So yeah..Thats about it..It has been amazingly fast how time has past..And realising that..I better finish the choreography FAST! before i head down for KL..Hmms...Ciaoz!

FREE BABEH!!!!

ITS FINALLY OVERRR!!!! WOOOT~! I'm SO totally DONE with FINALS! ALRITEY BABEH! WHOOOO! Well Lets see...KH was EASY! GeoGraphy...I WAS SOO CLUELESS! SEJARAH! Suprisingly easier than Geopraphy..Hahaha..I guess this is because i din really read geography but I read the WHOLE text book of SEjarah and KH..xD! thats goes the same for Science! hahahaha...Man! I'm SO LIEK HAPPY EXAMS ARE OVERRRR! AWW YEAHHH! NOW I CAN FEEL THE EXCITEMENT OF PS CONFERENCE DRAWING NEARER AND NEARER TO ME!!! YEAH BABEH! I CAN FEEL THE CINEMA'S CALLING ME! HAHHAHA...AND I FEEL SO CLOSE TO KL! xD! =P Soon Soon..hahaha...WHEEE~!!!!

I'm like So HIGH rite now! hahahaha..LOLX! OLE OLE OLE OLE! hahahaa...Can finally start watching "It Started With a Kiss" haha! So kewl! And Oooh Yeah! GOTTA START CHOREOGRAPHING the dance wei...Goshhys!! Hwaahhahaha! Friday will be going out ba..Got PpL say wanna belanja me! =)!!!! Wheee~!!!! hahahaha...

Okay Lar..I should stop here and Go Watch!! hwhahahaha!

Ooo yeah...Hmm..Let me Just write this down...So i won't forget..kakakaka..I mean type this down..mwahahaha....

Schedule For Celine! mwahahaa...

10 Nov-Go out with Fuendss!! =)!!

18 Nov-Go KL!!!

24th Nov-Hopefully go for Hillsongs United One day Concert

28 Nov-Back To JB!

2-10 Dec- Teach COGS team Dance

12-16 Dec-In KL for PS Conference!

15,16,22 Dec-Perform Dance In City Square

(Will miss 1 day of performing due to clashing of PS =S)

23 Dec-Childrens Christmas Party (Worship leader & MC)

24 Dec-Christmas Dinner 06 *So gonna Dress Up! Like Every year! ^^)

25th Dec-MERrY CHRISTMAS!!!

26-30 Dec-Sell next years Books In School Bookshop..Bleeerh...

(What to do..In charge of it..blergh..)

31 Dec-Hopefully go Sumwhere with Friends Or Slumber Partae with PpL

1st January 2007!!!- Happy New YEar!!!!

Haha..Busy Busy Me..lolx!!! Totally occupied! So if wanna go out must go out this week or next week lerh..If not i guess no time go out de..=( lol..Or maybe the week before christmas..hahahaha...Wow..Times so totally flying..hahaha..B4 i know it i'm already On the way to KL! Whee~! hahaha..

-Celine-

Phewh!

PHewh!! One week Of Finals Over! FINALLY..Left just one more Killer day..heh..Well Lets see...I've been Studying my head off for the whole week..Especially for Maths..Gaah...Thank Goodness its Liek Over! Hmms...Monday I had BM paper 1 & 2. It was okay..Wasn't hard or anything..Normal lah..Then Tuesday Was erm Maths paper 2!!! and English paper 1 & 2. Okay..Maths Paper2 wasnt as hard..Heh...Relieved bout tht..Tot i was like a gonner on tht day..But it turn out..Well...Pretty well..haha..English was like duh..ok...hahahaha...Wednesday...Had Seni paper 1 and gosh..I so totally forgotten..BLUEK! but i know there was Chinese which i don't take and had to sit still for 2 hours doing..Well..NTH..haha...Oh Yeaahhh...I had Moral too..Hehs..

Thursday had Siviks (Again i say this..A total waste of time! >.<) Then had Science paper 1..That was easyyy!!! hahaha...And then there was chinese again..Sat in the class for 1hour..Bleeeh...And..Bwahaha..Science paper 2..ALAMAK...That one...Sigh..One part of the paper i totally like BLANK...dunno wht to write..Coz i din fully understood the question..Therefore i just simply TEMBAK the answers and to my Suprise..After exam when i checked..HWAHAHHAHAHA! THE ANSWERS WERE CORrECT!!! OLE OLE OLE OLE~! hahaha...TODAYYY!!!! MATHS PAPER 1!!! Wow that went pretty well tooo!!! WHEE~!! hahaha...Seni Paper 2 ah..Aiyah..Simply draw...xD...Wht?? I kinda suck in drawing..=P at least i did draw..but of course its not PERFECT..hehs...

Today Jo,Jay,Jesse and Josh came over..Those cuties!! hahahaha...And its Jesse's bday today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE! That sweetie and cutie! hahahaha...Mwaahs!!! Then Spent the whole day entertaining them..their still here though..hahaha...And wht am i doin? lolx..nah la..Their busy watching dunno wht show..I come on for a while lor...LoL..=D! Man..ONE more day of Finals and i'm done! Well...the last day is gonna be pretty *Pleasant* i guess...HISTORY,GEOGRAPHY and KEMAHIRAN HIDUP...And my whole day was occupied entertaining those cuties..And liek din study at all..Brother...Oh wells....Oh My...Look at the time..Heh..It flew by just like the Wind..Blurgh...Kays la..I better get back to the Cuties..Ciaoz!

-Celine-

Tirin Hol..

Ahhh....FINALLY ITS OVER....But first...Lets talk abt Friday..Hmmm...Found out that bro may have Appendix..but its not confirmed yet..but i dun think he does...Well anyways...Thanks to someone for calling...I'm okay now..Hehs...Thanks! Ur such a darlin! Mwaahs! Love ya tonx!!! Wells...I couldnt sleep on Friday till 3am...Right....And on Sat was the CHOIR COMPETITION and i had to wake up early...garrhs...So was super tired on Saturday...Oh yeah...At abt 11pm i called Dan...But he din pick up...And then he called back..haha...Wht larh...Then Just had like a 15 minutes chat with him...And after that he had to leave for KL. He would be going to Russia for 6 years!!! ='(! So he had to go down to KL..Go to KLIA...Get on the 8.30am Flight to Bangkok,Thailand..And from there leave for Russia...Man Am i so gonna miss him...Hehs...That Dungu Mr.Noodle...haha...MISSING U ALREADY DANIEL! Hehs...DANIEL...u so beta Still have the stuff i gave u when u come back from Russia! IF NOT...Haaa...U'll so get it from me...Haha..


ABOUT Saturday...Well...Woke up like..Early? and then headed for St.Christophers which was where the Choir Competition was held..Met sum old fuends! And saw some old faces! hahaha...And let me just go to the results...welll....We got Number 2 in the Choir Competition..St.Stephens,Yong Peng got 1st. We lost to them by 3 points...Heh..but its okay..Kinda happy in a way...Coz if we won..We would have to go to KL for the following competition..At St.Peters,Bangsar,KL. THIS SATURDAY LEH...And my exams arent over till NEXT Monday...So it would be like so Tiring and Rush. Hmms...So yeah..Everythin happens for a reason yeh...

After the Choir Competition...Went to Jusco Tebrau City to look for gifts for the Children tomorrow..Because tomorrow would be Childrens Sunday..But din reli get anything...So went alllll the way to PERLING..and went to a shop called "Arise and Shine" Bought some stufff....And from there...RUSH ALLLL the way back to church for Band Prac...WAAA....so tiring man...Was like out the whole day and the fact that i slept at 3am..Hwaah...*Faints* After band prac went for dinner and FINALLY...Home sweet Home...Ahhhh....*Relieve-ness!* lol...When i was abt to sleeep...Dad suddenly sleep talk..xD! he said like something so so funny..I dunno who he was dreamin abt...hahahahaha...Suddenly all 4 of us started laughing like Mad wei..hahaha...

This Morning...CHILDRENS SUNDAY! so services were combined..service started earlier tooo...Hmmms...Din reli get to rest...Was running up and down getting the children ready for the Drama and like hold the back-Drop and sit on the stage for like dunno how loong..And miss all the drama..grrr...Sitting behind a card board..=.= while everyone got to see the drama...Bleeeh...no fair! hmmph! lolx...Aunty Sheena came to me and started asking me bout the presentations and all tht we would be doing in City Square...Hmms...Gargh...i gotta finish choreographing the hip hop dance fast.....TIME TIME TIME...Blerh..AND after church came home...So so happy la...Like for one month plus alrdy...On sundays always out the whole day..occupied with choir pracs and whtever stuff..Today got to come home and REST! but din rest lah...came home started STUDYING....Hurgh....Tomorrow my FINALS are starting..HOW GREEAAT...Like...SUPER LATE RITE? PpL ending their FINALS or rather ENDED their finals alrdy..ME? I'm just getting started...Bleeeh....I hope i do well..hahhh...ESPECIALLY FOR MATHS! MATHS! MATHS!!!

Tomorrow would be BM1 and BM2..Next day would be Maths 2 and dunno wht else..dun rmb alrdy..Oh yeah..Maths 2 and English..Hmms...Gaaa Gaaa...Maths ah...Aiks!! LoL...God help me...Hehs...I should betta get goin..And continue studying...Guess i wont be on9 for the WHOLE week lerh...Mayb..hahhaa...k lah..take Cares y'all!


-Celine-

On The Edge...

Ish...K Lah..Anyways,Went out for a movie with bro that day..Watched Stormbreaker..Not bad...kinda like Spy stuff and gettin revenge and all..Then on Wednesday..Study...Study and Study till 1am Plus...Yesterday was the same larh..Study,study study...

Then at Night my lil Bro fell sick..And EVERYONE is blaming me...I can't stand this anymore...Since My bro started practicing breakdance with me...Every single thing tht he does wrong or either he falls sick or whtever..I always get blamed..When its totally not my Fault...LIKE... OY! BLAME ME FOR WHT MAN....I din even do anything...I guess most probaly he fell sick was because he ate MILO..Yes...he ATE milo...Ur suppose to DRINK Milo...And he's sickness started with a stomachache...ISNT THAT SO OBVIOUS....They're saying he's sick coz of Breakdancing...And they said I...ME...CELINE YAP KAH MAY....asked my lil bro to diet....WHERE GOT MAN...HE is the one who wanted to go on a diet...I DID NOT SAY A SINGLE WORD..JUZ coz he think he is like becomin super chubby therefore he decided to go on a diet...Which i told him not to..But EVERYONE is thinking that I ASKED him too...EXCUSE ME PPL...Dun simply accuse if you don't know...FIND OUT FIRST than only accuse...@#$% Argh...I feel so like exploading...Its been so long...I've been taking all the blames..Though i dun deserve it...I've been just keepin it all in..And try not to say anything...BUT THIS IS THE LAST STRAW! I can't take this anymore...I'm alrdy on the Edge...And i'm About to EXPLOAD...

I have to take all the Blame for wht he chose to do...For all the choices he made...Even that day going out for a movie...I got scolded..Mom was like saying...Whts on ur mind? goin to the movies when there are so many ppl at the mall..LIKE HELLO? HE INVITED ME TO GO...I din suggest a single Thing...Darn it ...I even got scolded just because he spelt water on the sofa...IMAGine that...Wht was the excuse i kena scold? She said That he is to exhausted from the breakdancing thats why he spelt the water...GREAT...can u believe this..?! SO UNBELIEVABLE! IT SO DOENST MAKE ANY SENSE....AT ALLL! Gaaaaah!!!!!! I was so Frustrated that i din feel like sleeping and studied untill 2am..I know its crazy..I just needed that quietness for a while...Everyone was sleeping..therefore..There was pEACE...And i so treasured it..

But then again..If i think Back..Jesus went through the same thing..But he did not say a word..All the critic...and all the blames...When he did nothing but good...And he died on the cross to take away all OUR sins....not HIS...But ours...How FAIR is that? ITS NOT! ITS NOT ONE SINGLE BIT FAIR...Haihs...i guess i should learn from tht and just shut my mouth and just receive all that Sense-less blames ...All that blames which i do not deserve...It will be so hard...Haih..I need u Lord...Help me...Give me the patience...And just help me to not expload whenever i'm about too...

Hmms...Thank God for Blogs...And stress reliever place...A place to rant abt all the frustrations and just get it all out...Feel so much better now....If i din blog like now...Most probaly i would be down stairs exploading and letting it all out..AND FYI...when i expload i do NOT CRY...I dun cry easily okay...I'll just tell them thats they've crossed the line and all...But i will not do that...I'll just...Shut...And...Cool myself down with music or whtever...

Anyways today is the last day of the hol....Sadly..Tomorrow would be the Choir Competition...I hope everything goes well...On sunday would be Childrens Sunday...And Monday..In the morning there would be prize giving ceremony..And after that..My FINALS would be starting...GREAATT...I can pull through....I guesss....I think....I HOPE...huraamph...And after that the HOLS would be starting...Cant wait for that..And would be going back to KL...And then PS CONFERENCE! heh...Look at me...Thinkin bout Hols when it just ended...And when my finals are just about to start...Bleeeh....Nett just told me that she would be back in Dec...So she wants to do a lyrical Dance together with me...Nice song..Your eyes is On the Sparrow..But its a Jazzy version...Nice..And Nett wants a break from choreographing dances so I'll be choreographing the Hip Hop routine..Hmms...Hope it goes well...I hope..I can finish choreographing it in time..So i won't have worries later on...

-Celine-

Rain Drops Are Fallin On ma Head~

Hmms..Day 2 of Hols din go as good...Unfortunately...Bleeeh...Well anyways yesterday..Woke up kinda late..10am..Tht considered late? Anyways...On9-ed a while and Started studying..Hurramph...FINALS next week..Wht to do..And i do realise that my book is with Khoo...Great...She's somewhere in Muar or sumthing..gaaah...Half way studying..Daddy ask me to help him do some stuffs that took up my whole day..So din get to fully study..Well..One whole day..Gone..Just like that..Daniel wanted to come by..But told him not too..Although i would have liked him coming over..And spend time with him coz His leaving for Russia on Sat..But dad wanted to rest and din want anyone coming over...Haihs..Sorry ler Dan...Slept with kinda no mood feeling yesterday..

Today...Hmms...Woke up at 10am AGAIn...Ruitine or sumthing ah? hehs..Wen Long asked me whether i wanted to go to City Square with him,Zhe Ching and Fu qiang..Asked daddy..He allowed me too..But din ended up going just coz mom wouldn't allow me to...ARGH! WHY ALWAYS LIKE DIS ONE...If MoM allows..Dad doesn't...When dad allows...Mom Doesn't...SO TOOT man...Gaaaah!!!!!! I was so so so FRUST just now k...No mood to do anything...Off the computer..Went to my room and just get some comfort by all my teddy's by huggin em..Was in my room for dunno how long...Just in quietness...Huggin my teddy bears..Sis came in...Din say anything but she was checkin whether i was cryin or sumthing coz she dun always see me in my room doing nth..But she din know i was like so frust lah..Bleeh...I wasn't cryin or anything k..Small thing only..Waste tears for wht...Not tht kinda person tht cries over every lil thing...Was just kinda frust..Grr..

Then after a while i almost fell asleep..Till daddy came in to let me try sumthing..He was Sewing something..Dunno lah whts tht...Then after a while mom came in and was like asking.."wht u doing?" AIYOR EH! JUST lying down on my bed..Alone in the room means got sumthing wrong with me meh? I just needed to be alone for a while..Is that a crime.....Now tht my rooms so clean i so love to hang arnd in my room..But everytime i'm in my room alone..Theres always ppl coming in and like thinkin in their head.."is she alrite?" YES I'M ALRIGHT! THERES NTH WRONG WITH ME...I love my room..I love the quietness in there..I love the atmosphere there...sheesh...

Din have the mood of studying lah today...Even if i did study i know nth would be going into my head..I'll just be tiring my eyes and wasting time...So its better wasting time relaxing then tht..=P...Anyways My lil bro has just brighten up my day..=) gonna go for a movie with him now..Me and Him again..=) Alone! And i do really cherish and love every chance i get to go out with him..ALONE..because he's the youngest and everytime he wanted to go out..My mom would be there with him or sumthing..So time alone with him is precious..hahaa...I love u Bb! Muacks!

-Celine-

I feel so loved!!! Sniffx!

Wow....Saturday was just so so Amazing!!!! But! before saturday which was on Friday..Woke up morning untill 8pm was cleaning and cleaning the whole day!!!!! hahahaha...And i went to sleep at like 11pm...but i woke up at 1am..because there were alot of mosquitos! but i din wake up coz they were biting me..But because my sister and mom was still awake..therefore they kept whacking me..All over..because of the mosquitos..So there was once where MEL slam my back really hard...I woke..gaaah...Couldn't go back to sleep alrdy..Haihs..So i went down and started preparing some stuffs..Until 3am..then only i could go back to sleep..Then me woke up at 7am+...So early..AHhhH! Dunno why also...Bleeeh...

So i went down..And started writing all the Punishments for the games and all...Then did some touch ups to the hse...And not long after...Kim,Sebastian,Karyn and Chee Yen came...Hahahaha....Whee~! Get to see Kim again!! My dear dear god sis!! After so looong! hahahaha...Then Sebastian! My god bro! Well..this is the first Proper meeting we've had...After tht jusco incident..xD! Karyn met b4 de! and Chee yen...Actually dun reli know her..=P hahahahaha....Then The 2 sisters..Kim and Karyn decided to do something to my hair and all..So yeps went to my room..Not long after that My bestie came with her cutie sis and Su Ying! Awwww!!!! Sue mei was wearing the prezzie i gave her for her Bday! How sweet! =)! And her cutie lil sis brought Chocolates and MarshMellows! =)!!!!! How cute! hahahahaha....

Then more and more ppl started coming!!!! And the partae began!! I'm glad everyone enjoyed the food! And after that we had gamesss!!! OH MY GOSH!!!! At first i asked eeveryone to come inside the hse..to play the game..BUT there were toooo MANY PEOPLE! So i asked them to go out...instead...Gaaah....U KNOW WHAT? I expected only 20+ ppl but less than 30...But ended up 40+ ppl came!!!!!!!!! AHHHH! not enough chairs! so had to take out some from the store room and wipe wipe wipe!!! THANKS Jackson,Benjamin and Zang Will for helping!!! =)! Mwaahs! I was so like...*dunno wht to do* situation! hahahaha...I'm glad everyone enjoyed the game lah..hahaha..i prepared it last minute though..=P but it occupied the party la..So shocked..one game...ONE game can occupy the whole party..HAHA! And wow..i din noe some of me friends were THAT that Sporting! xD!

After games we cut the cake! whoo Whoo!! Hahaha...Served everyone..And because more ppl than i expected came..(Even some ppl who i did not invite came..=S) I ate only the crums that were left...But it was okay..hahahahaha...Whats important is that the guest get to eat..hahahaha..Then Heh...Something that cannot elak one la...My bro benson came and smash cream on my face..GRR! so i smash back his faced...hahaha..Took a pic but i wiped off most of it alrdy...Hehehehe...After that I opened me presents! WHOOO! SO HAPPY MAN! I GOT LIKE 5 TEDDY BEARS! *SO CUTE!!* I got A real REAL nice B.U.M WALLET! (really needed one!) I got the Adidas Wrist Band i wanted! I got a watch!!!! (needed it too!) i got Bags!!! ( SO SO needed em!) And loads of other Nicesh stuffs! Man..I'm so so so happy lah...hahahahaha...The last ppl to go back were some of me good friends! hahaha..Went back kinda late..xD!

I do realise something..i was so busy that i did not take a group picture this year...=( haihs...Din get to take much pictures this year lah..Sobbs! but at least got take some larh...And i feel kinda bad coz i din get to layan some ppl that much...Coz of running up and down...So sorrry lerhs...I wanna say THANK YOU LOADS to those who came! Some of em lived like FAR! But they still came! Some Were busy on that day..But made time to come..=) Thank y'all so muchiexxx! THANK YOU MUMMY! DADDY! JIE! BB! AND BENSON! for helpin make this party happen! Without u,My family..this wouldn't have been a sucess...=) I LOVE YOUU!!!!

Well...this week holidays...Would most probaly be studying because of my FINALS next week..Bleeeh..Exam so late..Gaaah....AND NOW!!!! FOR SOME PICTURES!!!!

Well Thats All For Now! 12am alrdy..gaah..doing this entry for how many hours alrdy...hahahaha..Aites! *Oooh yeah..As u can c..Those pics of me prezzie..=P those are the ones i reli reli like..Apart from the others..hahaha..*

-Celine-

ParTae BaBeh!

Alrite Man! Hahaha..its been a crazy crazy week..But Anyways..I can't really fully rmbered wht i did the whole week actually..=P hahahaha..but hey..i wanna thank all those tht gave me prezzie's this week also...Though my bday was last week..But ah wells! THANK YOU! hahahaha...WoooT~! Yesterday was My best Best bestiex BDAY!!!!

After school we straight went to Tebrau City to catch e movie..Hahaha....We watched "John Tucker Must DIE!" xD! That movie is Juz....HILLARIOUS! hahahahahaha..Go watch! It's Nicesh!!! Then after da movie..We finally got a photo Print togetha..Gaah...FINALLY! xD! And after we wasted alot of time doing Who knows wht..We went to this reli reli reli Nicesh,Romantic place for Dinner! Whoo Whoo!

The FOOD....*breathes in* Haaaahhh....RAWKED! hahaha..Then we took loadsa crazy pics! Still waiting for Sue Mei to send em to me! Then i'll up load em and may post tit here if i'm free...hahahaha...I reached back at erh like 10pm? hahahaha...later then i tot i would reach home! hahahahaha....But anyways...Had a great great time yesterday!

And tomorrow....*drum rolls* PARTAE TIME BABEH! WHOO WHOO! I'll be celebrating my Bday togetha with my Elder bro Benson and have e combine partae! WOOT~!!! hahahahaha....So this whole week i've ben cleaning and cleaning and Just Simply...CLEANING! And i soooo Love my room now! Mwahaha! Aites...I should go continue cleaning larh..Tomorrow Already ah! Its finally here...hahahahaha...Time really does flies..*gulps*

OOoo Yeah! Da Holidays Are here!!!!!! WHOO! SO KEWL LAh! hahahaha...But would most probaly be studying the whole week..=( coz the minute i go back to school..it's exam time..Bleehhh...Aites la..

-Celine-

*Sneezes!*

Aye! Yesterday was a great day...Gosh! at like 11.30pm+ still gettin calls...hahahaha...I truly am Blessed..=)! Thank You once again! Then slept pretty late yesterday...like at erh...12am+ larh...So woke up...TIRED!!!!!!! AHHHHH! Went to school and erk..Ooooo yeah...i mentioned abt some trainee teachers coming to my school b4 ya? Well they are uni students on asingment..which is to teach for 3 months at the school they are placed in..Well there were 3 of em..Only two of them taught me..Which is my Maths and P.E teacher..So today had P.E aka PJ...So Actually only suppose to have PJ for 2 periods...But this would be her last time teaching here...My maths and PJ teacher would be going back to their Uni's today..They left alrdy...

Anyways we had PJ for 4 periods!! SO LONG! TIRING WEI! coz my PJ teacher requested to PJ with us longer...She went to ask the other teacher which was suppose to be BM to let us PJ longer...hahahaha....So PJ untill Recesss...waaah! Tiring tiring...Anyways gonna miss them both! though they're not as good in teaching but they are good at heart...=) So when they were leaving my Maths & PJ teacher hugged me and gave me a kiss?! O.o???! hahahahhahaa...Nice ppl larh both of them...And wow...Just received an sms from my maths teacher..Wokays? hahaha...Anyways....I felt kinda weird in school today coz of some particular reasons..=/

Came back...On9 a while and like...Started cleaning my room from 3pm untill 8pm! ARHHH! LEG SO PAIN OKAY! Standing whole day...Din sit...And like threw away alot of Junk....Heh....Anyways the result of me hardwork was nicesh! My room looks more tidy and erh less compressed with things? and junks? LOL...But during the process of da "cleaning"...I couldn't stop sneezing...Gaah...And now i'm down with flu...Greaaat....Anyways before i started cleaning my room i felt cold...Din know why...And now i have flu..Bleehhh....So tired...And gotta wake up early tomorrow...So....Hmms...Ciao!

-Celine-

THANK YOU!!!!

THANK YOU! THANK YOU SO MUCHSS!

Man! Yesterday..I mean this morning was just so So NICE okay! Aww man..I'm touched...Sniffx! This morning at 12am..I received special calls from special ppl! Thank you so muchs!!!! First one who called was Beng...=)!!!!! Smarty Pants! hahaha..She called b4 12 because she knew that other ppl would be calling me too! hahahaha...Thank You so much for that phone call! I REALLY APRECIATE IT!!! MUACKSSS! Then after the call between me and beng ended..Calvin called right after! hahahahahha! THANK YOU TOOO! Really really APRECIATE it lerhs!!! Sniffx! And the minute i answered Calvin's call...My sis put her HP to my ears..And there was 2 sweet guys singing there..A bday song for me! THANK YOU!!! hahahaha...So i like din know wht to do!!! 2 phones at my ears at the same time! hahahah!

Then the smses! *touched!* there were actually ppl who stayed up untill 12am just to send me a sms! THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! Really means alot to me...=)!!!!

So my phone yes was really bz...Therefore...I slept only at 1am...Hahah! Woke up this morning...Went to School...First person to wish me in school was Grace! Hahah! Oh yes!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR THE PREZZIE's!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank You Loads! Especially That BIG TEDDY BEAR!!!! I HEART IT SO MUCHS!!! THANK YOU!!! SUE MEI! Thanks for that bear Album!!!!! I can't stop saying how much i really apreciate it ALL! So So happy!!!! Especially this years birthday...=) Then ALSO for all those who wished me! IT DOES MEAN SOMETHING TO ME TOOO!!!!

During moral..i went back to my class to get something..And all my Malay friends were there..And they actually Remebered my Birthday!! After recess when i went in the class...THE WHOLE CLASS STARTED SINGING FOR ME! Awwwww! *Can't stop smiling!* THANK YOU THANK YOU! When i went into the Teachers room to get something...The Teachers sang a bday song for me tooo!!!!!!!!! THEY REMEMBERED! I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!!! @_@!!!!!!! Even ppl who i din really know wished me...And i apreciate it tooo! When i reached home...Daddy was playing a birthday song on the keyboard! WAAAAA!!!!!!!! DADDY ON THE KEYBOARD WOR!!! *TOUCHED TOUCHED!*

THANK YOU for all the Testimonials TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just really wanna say how blessed i am by all of you this year and that U guys really touched me...=)! Sniffx! I LOVE YOU ALL LOADS!!! Once again...THANK YOU!!!!

-Celine-

*The most blessed person Coz of her Friends And Family*

Awww....

Aww man...Thanks alot guys...

Thanks so muches!!!! like i said..today there was a so called meeting that i was called to attend...=)!!! They were so sweet to give me a bday suprise! And i got presents b4 my bday..hahahhaa..xD!

Anyways i just really wanted to thank u guys really...I really appreciate it alot...=)

Mwaahs! Lurve u guys loads! Hugs!

-Celine-

As time goes by..

Hmms...It's already Monday..a new week...Well anyways..haven't been coming on9 lately..no idea why..but just haven't..Anyways..School has been fine and all..Cant recall wht happened last week..But anyways..On sat..Was a long day..hahaha..And Sunday..Had choir prac,went to jusco..Me and mel got ourselfs some stuffs...She got some 'ppl' some stuffs too..hahahaha..Then at night...I dunno la wei..My mood...or something wasn't that good la...So though i was kinda tired coz of bz days..still didn't felt like going to sleep early..I was for some reasons feeling..Aiyah...i dunno la...I was just having mood swings...Gaaah...It happens...That shows i'm still human! Whee! heh...rites....bleeh...So i just opened my history book and started studying untill i got scolding from my mom asking me to go sleep..Hmm...

Today...In the morning..Hmm...Was still feeling the same..I dun think i was feeling at all..I din feel anything la..Its the dead kinda feeling..Not happy nor Sad nor Normal..Nth..yeah..Nth...I felt nth..Dunno la yor...Then after i went to class my day turned out quite aite..And it was simply just coz of the presence of my friends..There...Making me laugh and all..hahaha...=) love u guys babeh! lolx...And like...I can't believe...My sejarah teacher made us play musical chairs in the Bilik Sejarah...RIGHT??? SWTS...Music stops,u dun have a seat,Answer he question,correct than u continue,wrong ur out..So i purposely like tried to get out..But i kept answering correct..coz she was asking darn easy questions..so it'll look like i did it on purpose? finally i got out...stupid darn table had like how many staples there? it tore my uniform..So did it tore my other 2 friends uniform..ISH...

The haze in JB is becoming worse..Haze...Toot la the country that made this happen...Always like dat one...Ish...hmm..I realise that..i like to spend time alone in a peaceful situation or place..And i could just spend dunno how many hours like that..For example..Yesterday night..I was just downstairs with the radio and my book..and it felt like nice..Coz my hse is always noisy everywhere..And all..So i actually do Appreciate that kind of time..Or in the morning everytime when i go to school..i would just go sit on the astaka..feel the breeze..and just let my thoughts run through..Yeah Dan..ur right..I'm a person who does alot of thinking..Heh..I could just sit there for hours..Without saying a word..Hmms...Also realise that i'm not easily affected by the things around me..And that if i wanna do sumthing..Nth can stop me..If i set my mind on doing that..It will be done..And its kinda difficult for ppl to change my mind set..Hmms..And if i choose to stay away from particular stuffs..or rather like give my ownself restrictions to stuff..I can do it..i can control..hahaha...LoLx..And i do rmb that in some part of me..If i tell myself to stop feeling whatever i'm feeling..I can just change...If i wanted to..IF i wanted too...

Ooo yeah...Heh..Finally my headstand is not so cacated alrdy..And my freeze also..Wheee~! hahaha..Took some pics on Saturday..Heh...This is weird...At first daddy was kinda agaisnt it and all..But when he saw the pictures..He told my mom..."Nice ya that pic?" *that was a pic of me doing a headstand..* i was like..Did he actually just said that? hehs..Weird..how ppl can change so fast..I still feel a lil *NtH* feeling..gaaah...I feel a lil dead..Aihs..No idea...Tomorrow goin to Sue Mei's hse after school and than would be going to a friends hse for PBSM meeting tomorrow..hmm..i wonder why they called us to go..Weirds...we're not even AJK's yet..till next year that is...Hmm...*thinks*...

I guess this whole month i would be rather broke..heh..Coz would be going out alot i guess...My bday got some ppl wanna go out...Then next week me bestie's bday..go out again..$$$$$$$! Ahhhh! lol...okay la...type to much alrdy la me...Take cares!

Oooo yeah....Breaking Benjamin- Diary of Jane...So nice....=)!

-Celine-

Aye...

Haaa...Now listening to the CD Zhe Ching gave me..Awww sweet~! At first i wanted to lend it..to listen to some songs..But instead of lending it to me..He gave it to me! Thanks Loads Ching!! =)! Appreaciate it! haha...Aites...PMR has started! Bwahahaha! 3rd day already! Heh..Guess what? My stewpit school gave all the classes a one week holiday except for the 1st,2nd and 3rd class...Dang...Anyways..Kinda bored out.Coz alot of teachers are away..And like everywhere have to be quiet..And i gotta keep the class quiet..or else i'll get it from the teachers...Gaaaah! Then..Like on the 1st day..Heh..Already got some ppl tried to cheat in PMR...so Daring eh?

Like this guy...He brought in small notes into the exam hall...And u know..he tot they were small...So he wouldn't be caught...HAH! WRONG GUESSING BRUDDER! When the HEAD of the teachers who are watching the PMR student walked pass...the notes fell..Right infront of the guys feet..HAH...What a coincidence eh? heh..Poor guy...Sides that..The others..After the exam..They go to the toilet..And burn up all the notes..Righty...THEREFORE CHILDREN! hahahahahhaa....Dun copy..Not good u know..hahahaha..xD! Bleeeh! Sum how u will just get caught..xD! Oh Yesh! So sweet of Jian Ming to offer to help me out in studies after his PMR...Thank Euuus! Appreciate it!

Wah wah wah..So fast u know..And like..2 more days and PMR's over! hahahaa...Fast...Hmms...And next weeks alrdy my bday....So fasttttt! It was like one month ago when my friend asked me wht i wanted for my bday...And its like next week alrdy...CEPAT!!! hahahahahaha...Then Me Exams date changed to 30 October..But still..Its like so late only start..Haihs...I do realise something..A fact..When u know..your like okay...Normal..Then the ppl around you keeps asking you..this question.."Are you okay?" U answer them a few times..yes i'm okay..but they just keep asking over and over untill u ask yourself..Am i okay? And then u start to get affected and feel down,depressed and all..But when u think about the whole thing..your actually Okay! But u just feel down! U dunno why...Theres no reason for it...Thats why...I say this...What people say..can really affect the way u feel...Hahaha...So be careful there...

OoooH Yeaaah! Mwahahaha! So Happish! coz like I can see improvement in my breakdancing! WoooooT~! hahahahhaa...It's nice to like know u ARE improving and going somewhere..Because if there isn't..what the point on practicing everyday? hahahaha...So yeps..I do know there IS actually SOMETHING coming out from my *Rajin-ness!* hahahahaha...=P Bluek! My studies...Ahmmm....My Maths...maths Maths Maths....It can really give u a headache...Especially when your teacher's knowledge is almost the same as yours...=.= rights.....So did some catching up today...coz theres totally nth for me to do in school..So just brought some books to practice on my maths...Hmm...Other thingy..SEJARAH! aiks..Gotta do more remembering...Bleehhh....I really hope to get better results lar in the final year examination..

Oh Yesh...I've learnt...To appreciate the Every LiTtle or Slightest things people do for me in life...Like example..Sending me songs...Or finding out some stuffs for me..or just simply even taking the effort to say Hi...or Ask me how I am...It may be just a small thing..But hey..It does mean sumthing...And i do appreciate...So just wanna say Loadsa THank Euu's Too Most of all Sue Mei! My bestie...She's been like sending me songs and has been like doing alot of stuffs for me and all...I really love her LoaDs! U know...She like take up her precious time to go dwnload Songs for me..And online just to send me songs and all..She'ss been doing that for few years already! Muacks! Love uuuuu! I also wanna thank Beng Girl for all the songs you've sent me..TQ!!! For being there...For being APPLE! hahaha..CALVIN! Thank you tooooo for all the songs you've help me dwnloaded..especially all that TECHNO'ssssss...Boy u've really influenced me into techno ok..hahahaha...I din reli liked it that much b4..xD! And thanks 4 caring..=) Thanks for being there for me...And the Support u gave me though no one did at that time..hahahaha...

I WANNA JUST THANK ALLL MY FRIENDS FOR JUST BEING THERE FOR ME...OR EVEN JUST SIMPLY BEING my Friend...I Love Y'all! Thank Eus! Huggiexxx!

-Celine-

Waaa Waaa..

Wows..It's erm..thursday already..Okays..Anyways my week has been fine..I guess? Tuesday was..Ok..I guess? I cant really recall..heh...Wednesday Was Kaw Meng Chung's Bday! One of my bestie..Anyways..Happy Belated Bday yeahs? Huh..Had a terrible stomache on that day too..Ouches..

Today..RIGHT...a very 'KEWL' day..School was fine lar..It's just that after school i had to attend this meeting..At first..I thought it was just us and the teachers..But suddenly it turned out to be a meeting where The Head Master and the PK HEM too were involved in..Omg.....I could almost fall Asleep La! Sit there for dunno like how many hours..Yes yes..Its a privillage to have meeting in the Bilik Gerakan..Nice place..But dang was the meeting long..Gaah...And there were only 5 students there...Me & Sue Mei for the lower Sec and 3 other ppl for the higher forms..Uhh..There were only 5 of us because we are the so called holds the highest position? AJK tertinggi another words..

But it was overall ok la..Quite cool in a way tht i actually got to suggest a few changes and the Head Master and the PK HEM had to take my suggestions..xD! it's like..Ordering to do this and change that..ETC...So tht part was kinda pleasing..=P Yes lar..I know Lar...Great power is great responsibility..So yes i'm NOT menyalah guna-ing it kays..I'm simply..Doing what i should..Blehhh! Got back..Real real tired..after tht so "make me wanna sleep" meeting..And daddy gave me this real real loong loong and alot of pages thing to read..It was his idea about the Childrens Ministry in my church..Gaaah..I had to read the pages one by one..And the fonts were super super small..And like..coz of tht..I saw also was at first lazy to read la..But i did anyways..And it was not bad la..Its just the FONT..make me wanna sleep only..so tiny..Give me this lazy feeling..hahahaha...

Hmms..Dance..Next week..Would be teaching a group of ppl a dance..Coz they requested it..So hmms...Then next weeks already PMR..Wow..Thats fast..Okays lah..I have nothing much to say..Take cares! Adios!

And....

All the Best to All You PMR candidates out there!!!

Do your Best! And believe In yourself! And you Sure can do it! Just do your best! Thats all Thats Matters! =) No Matter What results u will get..As long as u know u DID your BEST!

-Celine-

Aiyak Aiyak!

Hmms...Today Monday..Was a holiday for me..And the whole JB..i think? Why ah u ask? because yesterday puasa..And it was a public hol..But Sunday memang holiday..so they ganti it with today lor..Hmms..Anyways on Saturday..And sunday was out the Whole daaay..

Anyways..Today..Hmmms...wht i did? erh..Was Choreographing a dance the whole day..untill legs got like..tons of blisters..Walk like grandma now..=P * I seriously doubted that i could choreograph a dance..wow..I did..lolx! * then 6pm walked out to the shop..To erh do sum stuffs..And then reach home 6.30..Started training breakdance..Got more blisters! xD!!! hmms..And now..Here i am..Aiyak..I forgot to get sum1 a bday present on Sunday..Dang..Now have to firgure ways to get tit..tomorrow back to school...Yada yada yada...

Hmms..Lazy to type lar..K lahs..I ciao la..TiReD!

-Celine-

SwoooSh!

Wow..In a blink..Another week has passed..Well well well..My week? There was ups,downs,normal..There was everything! heh..Ended with a simply *HIGH* mood..xD! Anyways..Tuesday..Sue mei Brought StrawBerries! Yum Yum! or was it on Monday? Anywaysss! My folio's down! Whee! hehs...Yesh...I'm Happy that my headstand is improving day by day..hahaha..U know wht...I really just came to realise this..Practice wouldn't be as easy if weren't for GOD and yes my bro..I'm sooo Happy that my younger bro Benroy is also interested in Breakdancing! Sumtimes i would juz be u know..Lazy to practice..coz of a very tiring day..He would be like..Wei...6pm alrdy! Time for prac! Get ur Butt Here and Start Warm UP! hahahaha..He's really very Semangated! So am i..But ppl tend to slack..But juz coz i have sum1 with me..That doesn't happen...hahaha...And i thannk god for him! Muacks! love u BB! hahaha...I do realise that if it weren't for him..I wouldn't have gone as far as i have gone rite now..We prac like totally EVERYDAY! hahahaha..Except on Sats and Suns juz coz i'm not arnd! hahaha...

Well...I guess my parents have gotten used to seeing me and my bro brprac eakdance everyday..Usually last time they would be like..eh becareful ah..And so on..But now..Mom just look and smile than walk away...hahahaha...Had PBSM jamuan on wednesday..then after the jamuan..A few of us went to Chen Siang aka Da Xiang's hse to visit him..Coz he broke his leg..*Playing Basketball* So kelian lar he...then he have to go to the Hospital everday to get 2 injections!!! @_@!!! reli kesian...Heh..Then he gotta drink this yucky thingy..Ueks...

Today ems..ITS FRIDAY! hahaha..Boring la..Just in school..Singing away..Like no ones business...hahahah..Erh..Dunno wht to type lar today..Blank...OH YEAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL!!! xD! k lah..Tc! Ciaoz!

-Celine-

Awesome!

Hello!!!! Okays! Nights of Fire was Great! hhahahaha..Met alot of ppl there! Those ppl whom i've not seen a great long time! Anyways since we were crew..we had to go there earlier...So reached there at like 7pm? haha..So kewl lar...Anyways...Got some instructions and all...And than had to go greet the ppl tht came...make sure they get sitted in the hall..And ETC! then the concert started! Wohoooo! First all da crew went infront of the crowd and made a loooong line...To make sure they dun go to close to the stage...Then after tht..The crowd at the back wasn't that high..and not jumping..some only..the front EVERYONE JUMPING!!! hahahah..the back...Not reli ler...so all the crew spread up and went and mix with the crowd and encouraged them to jump! thats was difficult! and tiring! but got some too do so lar...

hahas...after that collect offertory and all..And did alot of stuffs la! hardly sat down for dunno how many hours..haaaa...Jump to much liao man...Untill leg pain ah! hahaha...Anyways there was this guy..He was like lookin at me..as if he knew me...like trying to recall..then suddenly he came..then he said.." Hi...have we met b4? u seem awful familliar.." I was like..."wads ur name.." then he said barcus or marcus..DUNNO LAH! TOOO LOUD! CANNOT HEAR! then i was on duty lar..so i said..Hey catch ya later k? hahaha..but i din..NO TIME! too busy! I got duty to do..So i shall do it..erm...Resposibly..? haha..=P Anyways..got home really late kays...So tired..argh...But it was great...

The next day..Saturday...ALAMAK! LEG SOOO PAIN! din sleep well either le...My BOTH legs got cramp rite after one another..OUCHES! then couldn't walk properly..but after that ok alrdy la...Then had to go for Josiah's Bday Party! then went there liao..after that...Went to Singah Selalu with family,Jolisa and Josiah. It's a really nice place le..Hope to go there one day with sum ppls...Hhahahaha....Blekx! then went Tebrau City..Jalan Jalan..and went home...

Sunday morning..Went to church...erh..Received alot of weird questions that..hahahahaha...And all of a sudden..On that day..Alot of ppl was like asking me the same same question....I HAVE NO IDEA WHY???!!!! And wads the questions ur wondering.."Do u have a bf alrdy?" Not only my friends ask..but aunty uncle also..Wad??? I was like...Wokaaay...Then ask why...they answer same answer..okkk..how weird is this har? their answer..."Cause u getting prettier nowadays.." >.<......................Get prettier means got bf Meh..? Gahhh...after that got choir prac..it went erm..well i guess...Then went home...And after dinner went for a nice nice dinner! That place i a really really nice place,Nice FOOD! Nice service! And Price is REASONABLE! SERIOUSLY! hahahaha...Hope to go there again...hahax...

Today...Back to school..Aiyak...It was fine..Haha...I think? was tired la as usual..haha..Hmms...Okaysss lar

Ouch*Ouch*

Hehs...Isn't time juz flyin..its alrdy thursday and soon to be friday in another few hours..It juz seemed as if i juz came back from Banting..But it's been a week alrdy...Thats...FAST...anyways..My whole week has been pretty okay..Not so much downs..Nor Ups...So...Its been normal lar...Except that i got to eat loads of chocolates this week! hehehe! And dear careen just told me she bought some for me..Awww...How sweet..She bought juz coz she knew i liked it...Huggiex! And oh yesh..Found out sum stuffs and had sum misunderstandings..But overall it was aite..

Ems..Other then school..My bodys aching..a bit...And got sum bluebags here and there..hahahaha...Why ah? because i've been practicing breakdancing on my own at home! Muahahahahhaa..Like i said b4 lar..My parents dun let me go for classes..It wun stop me from learning it ok! hahahaa..So now..Almost can do Headstand liao...Need more practise to stable myself..hahaha..So happy lar...That even without classes i can at least do sumthing..So..Becoz i could almost do headstand in 1 day..I believe that i can do much much more! hahaa..Of course all need pracs and all lor...Sum ppl ask me..."Eh..not pain meh?" My answer is....YESH! of course its pain la..But if u are 'that' determine to learn then nth matters...If u have a strong will to learn..Then how pain also..It doesnt matter..haha..So yeps..

Tomorrow Nights Of Fire! so after school maybe i goin to visit my friend..His leg patah..hahaha..Because of basketball..lols...then after tht..get rdy and go to the hall earlier..lols..coz would be helpin out at night..so...time for me to gooooo! Nitex!

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Angel One-Hold Me Tonight

Hold me tonight,
Like an angel in the sky,
Hold me so tight,
'Cause in your arms I feel so high.
You broke my heart right from the start, I never let you go,
Hold me tonight, 'Cause I need you.

Tonight I am all mean to close my eyes,
To warm you and kiss you so tender,
I'm waiting inside for your sign of delight and surrender.
I hope that one day you will understand what I'm feeling for you,
Right now I just know I don't wanna go on without you.

Hold me tonight,
Like an angel in the sky,
Hold me so tight,
'Cause in your arms I feel so high.
You broke my heart right from the start, I never let you go,
Hold me tonight, 'Cause Ineed you.

You take me to places I've never gone
I'm longing to hold you forever,
Sometimes I think I wake up and it was just a dream.
So don't be afraid, I am waiting for you,
though I'm playing with you My heart is wide open
so come and kiss me to heaven.

Hold me tonight,
Like an angel inthe sky,
Hold me so tight,
'Cause in your armsI feel so high.
You broke my heart right from thestart, I never let you go,
Hold me tonight,
'Cause I need you.
Hold me tonight. (x2)

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I'm so in love with the song..*Hold Me Tonight!!!* hahaha..dunno y..xD!

-Celine-

I'm BaCk BaBeh!!

WoHooo! Man was Banting fun..hahahahaha..Anyways..On friday slept kinda late..doin sum stuffs..then on Saturday morning..woke up like at 6am..but then sum of em woke up late..so left a lil late...Reached Banting,Selangor at about 12pm..Then Pastor Chris Long brought us to Grace Family Sanctuary..the place we will be staying...

After that we went for lunch at then We help a childrens "Kids Alive" programe...Usually only abt 80+ children would come..but on that day 120+ children came! WOW! hahahaha..It was great mixing with those kids...=)

Kids Alive Outreach! =)

After the outreach at Kids Alive..We went to wash up and get ready because at night we would be going to Jenjarum.Oh yes...When we reached G.F.S...Saw Hin Loong and Johnny! Met em in PS Conference! Anyways...Daniel and Ray's parents brought us to Dinner...

Rachel,RayHel,Me & Small LiL Chloe!

After dinner we went to Jenjarum! din catch much pics there..Well at Jenjarum..the people there are all from the east malaysia...Example like From sabah and sarawak there...Was incharge at the kids area..WoW are they Active....man...Was kinda difficult controllin them! i mean..The room got so congested that a kid vomitted...Ahhuuuu! then had to Jaga..and make sure the kids don't run down and distract the adult session going on downstairs...So while Mel was teachin or sumthin...I had to Go do security..when it was my turn..Benson tooked my place at security..Okaysss...Alot of children were like..."Kakak...Nak pergi tandas!" as in...I wanna go toilet! so had to bring them..Erm...I tot that was it..Suddenly they asked me too help them take off their pants and undies and carry them onto the toilet..I was like..wokaysssss......Then there was one kid..Gosh was she heavy...I almost couldn't lift her..coz i was tired..plus her weight..Aiyak!!! But i got to..So...Thank God! hahhaa...Anyways..We were there untill like really really late..So we got back..And slept at about 12am plus...Was soooo tired! Anyways had a good sleep! hahahaha...

The next morning our band was playing Worship for Sunday Service at G.F.S! It was great! All went smoothly..hahaha..Hmms..Banting was cool...Met loadsa new peeps...Okayss...Now for sum Pics!!!

Pastor Chris Long and Me! hahaha...

Eunice Cousin*sry..din rely talk wit her..haha..Jonathan,Mel,Johnny and Me!

Mel,Hin Loong And Me!

Daniel,Me And Nath!

Johnny And Me!

Wei How and Me!

Johnny doin Silly Faces,Jonathan..Look blur blur..hahahahhaa...And me..

Daniel,RayHel at the Back..And me..

Tabita,RayHel,Me,Rachel and Daniel in the 1st pic!

The Team That Went to Banting!

Oh yes...If u do realise a medal hanging around my neck..Yesh...Was given that by G.F.S...hahahahaha...Anyways..After Makan-ing lunch..We left..But me and family went to KL to visit my grandma! and cousins and other family in KL..Yeps..Reached home at like about 1am plus...Slept only at 3am..Couldn't sleep! not my fault! hahaha..So woke up real real tired! school was okay..was just tired..thats all..hahaha..Anyways..Banting was great! and met nice ppl..See u guys in PS conference ya? hahahaha...Okays la...GtG...God Bless! Take Cares!

-Celine-