how i missed you more when you were near..
than when you were far.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Ohh Friday! :))!
Sooooo.... I just drank 2 Ventis of Chocolate Cream Chip.
*Burrrrrrrrrrrrppppps~!*
taken from http://parallellies.blogspot.com
Thank You Mr. Starbucks Supervisor!
You left me smiling from ear to ear up till now!
=)))))))))))))))))
And The moon.. ohhh the MOON! 4 NIGHTS IN A ROW! of Beautiful beautiful full moons!
Like, Seriously?!
The cherry on top of the cake i tell you!
Ohhhh Happy Friday!
*smilestilleyessupersmo!*
^.^
xoxo.!
Thursday, February 09, 2012
Listen..
Listen listen listen listen listen.
God's DELAY
is NOT
God's DENIAL.
Therefore,
"Wait for the Lord; Be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. "
Psalm 27:14
Psalm 27:14
xoxo.!
Monday, February 06, 2012
Theres something about today. =)
Still recovering from my high fever on saturday, it's amazing how i could still drive out to tapao dinner for myself and family on saturday night. Plus me being very weak due to lack of food intake, (i could hardly eat on saturday) my steering wheel was definitely not being very helpful. Yesh, my 17+ year old kancil's steering wheel requires loads of energy to steer. I always get laughed at by family and friends whenever i'm driving because me, being so small, i look like i'm using up all my energy just to park or to get out of a parking spot till they'd offer me help. " need me to help you turn the wheel? " Me: =.=..............
ANYWAYS.
Just went out for lunch with grandma and lil brother.
As i was driving, i was thinking.. " wah, u dont look at all like someone who is sick and recovering lorh! "
But what to do, grandma,lil bro and I still have to makan one way or another.
Anyways i really thank You all for all your prayers. I do not doubt the power of each prayer and I definitely do not doubt what my God is capable of. =) I never really liked visiting the doctors. Eversince i was young, i'd prefer healing without medication. Whats antibodies for eh? I remember how i used to get a higher fever when i took medications when i was much younger. It was then that i decided that i'd might as well let my antibodies do the fighting.
Prove to have worked thus far! ;)
Of course, its clearly not just me. =) But my daddy in heaven whose always looking after his lil girl.
I had a great encounter with my daddy in heaven yesterday.
And i can certainly tell you that I feel so much different today, compared to the months of stress, sadness, disappointment, hurt, anger, loneliness, anxiety, etc. You name it. It was there.
I'm at Peace. =)
And theres something about today that is just so different in my Life.
I feel different. I think differently. I just feel... changed.
I can no longer feel the mess inside of me that was slowly consuming me.
I feel loosened up. Now, i can let my hair down. =)
The challenges have not gone, the battles are yet to come,
But this Peace that God has given me?
Is something that words itself cannot express.
You'd have to experience it for yourself.
You have to first let go and let God.
Psalm 30 : 2-3, 5
"O Lord my God, I called to you for help and you healed me."
"O Lord, you brought me up from the grave, you spared me from going down into the pit."
" For His anger lasts only a moment, But His favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning. "
A change of season is about to take place. Just you wait, cykm. =)
" Now learn a lesson from the fig tree. When its buds become tender and its leaves begin to sprout, you know without being told that summer is near. " - Matthew 24 : 32
ANYWAYS.
Just went out for lunch with grandma and lil brother.
As i was driving, i was thinking.. " wah, u dont look at all like someone who is sick and recovering lorh! "
But what to do, grandma,lil bro and I still have to makan one way or another.
Anyways i really thank You all for all your prayers. I do not doubt the power of each prayer and I definitely do not doubt what my God is capable of. =) I never really liked visiting the doctors. Eversince i was young, i'd prefer healing without medication. Whats antibodies for eh? I remember how i used to get a higher fever when i took medications when i was much younger. It was then that i decided that i'd might as well let my antibodies do the fighting.
Prove to have worked thus far! ;)
Of course, its clearly not just me. =) But my daddy in heaven whose always looking after his lil girl.
I had a great encounter with my daddy in heaven yesterday.
And i can certainly tell you that I feel so much different today, compared to the months of stress, sadness, disappointment, hurt, anger, loneliness, anxiety, etc. You name it. It was there.
I'm at Peace. =)
And theres something about today that is just so different in my Life.
I feel different. I think differently. I just feel... changed.
I can no longer feel the mess inside of me that was slowly consuming me.
I feel loosened up. Now, i can let my hair down. =)
The challenges have not gone, the battles are yet to come,
But this Peace that God has given me?
Is something that words itself cannot express.
You'd have to experience it for yourself.
You have to first let go and let God.
Psalm 30 : 2-3, 5
"O Lord my God, I called to you for help and you healed me."
"O Lord, you brought me up from the grave, you spared me from going down into the pit."
" For His anger lasts only a moment, But His favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning. "
A change of season is about to take place. Just you wait, cykm. =)
" Now learn a lesson from the fig tree. When its buds become tender and its leaves begin to sprout, you know without being told that summer is near. " - Matthew 24 : 32
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| xoxo.! |
=)
Its so amazing how powerful prayer can be.
We just dont realize it. Or rather, we take it for granted.
some may say, coincidence. But some may choose to have faith and believe.
but whatever those signs were,
I'll wait on You Lord, more than the watchmen wait for the morning.
I've always been wanting to share this part of a poem that my friend has written called " The Flower "
This paragraph really caught my attention and still does, every single time i re-read the poem. but u know what, i might as well share the whole poem. hahaa. here you go,
We just dont realize it. Or rather, we take it for granted.
some may say, coincidence. But some may choose to have faith and believe.
but whatever those signs were,
I'll wait on You Lord, more than the watchmen wait for the morning.
I've always been wanting to share this part of a poem that my friend has written called " The Flower "
This paragraph really caught my attention and still does, every single time i re-read the poem. but u know what, i might as well share the whole poem. hahaa. here you go,
There is a flower particular as can be
Not a flower you’d commonly see
She beams just like the sunlight
She warms the world just right
There is also a busy bee
From work be so weary
She’ll look into his eyes
And she’ll tell him no lies
They danced in lovely weather
It’s short their time together
A moment to remember forever
Depart he wished he’d never
Though the busy bee must go
Oh how he’ll miss her so
In time they’ll meet again
In meadows and summer rain
Beautiful wasn't it?
My personal favourite? paragraph 3 and 4. =)
xoxo.!
Saturday, February 04, 2012
Psalm 27:14
Ahh.. it all sunk in again today. =(
Haihs. =(
I've got so much on my mind. I've got so many feelings unexpressed.
I'm really trying to keep steady. This is Life man.
I really dont like being the sad face girl, all stressed and all.. and emo. *Bleh*
I get sick being emo. haha.
aiyohhh. i'm really trying but i know all these, i cannot do if i do it alone. I need you God.
Please Lord, let things fall in place according to Your time.
Me worrying and feeling anxious wont do me any good.
"Wait for the Lord; Be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. "
Psalm 27:14
I will wait for you Lord.
For you are the author of time and in Your time, let Your will be done.
There's nothing else i can do. Nothing left for me to do but to wait for You.
Anyways, on a side note of my currently hectic life,
This song just kept on playing in my head over and over like a broken record today. Introducing to You, one of my top favourite songs eversince i was.. what? 8-9 yrs old? haha.
This song really touches my heart every single time i listen to it.
xoxo.!
Ps: Mindy i miss you so muchssss! =(
Haihs. =(
I've got so much on my mind. I've got so many feelings unexpressed.
I'm really trying to keep steady. This is Life man.
I really dont like being the sad face girl, all stressed and all.. and emo. *Bleh*
I get sick being emo. haha.
aiyohhh. i'm really trying but i know all these, i cannot do if i do it alone. I need you God.
Please Lord, let things fall in place according to Your time.
Me worrying and feeling anxious wont do me any good.
"Wait for the Lord; Be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. "
Psalm 27:14
I will wait for you Lord.
For you are the author of time and in Your time, let Your will be done.
There's nothing else i can do. Nothing left for me to do but to wait for You.
Anyways, on a side note of my currently hectic life,
This song just kept on playing in my head over and over like a broken record today. Introducing to You, one of my top favourite songs eversince i was.. what? 8-9 yrs old? haha.
This song really touches my heart every single time i listen to it.
xoxo.!
Ps: Mindy i miss you so muchssss! =(
Thursday, February 02, 2012
#WhyIsitSoHard?!
Sooo.. today i finally found out my current height..
GUESS WHAT?!
Im over weight. *headsdown* =( surprise surprise.
haha actually im not surprise, i kinda knew my weight was totally not meant for this height. ANYVAAAYS. i then semangatly told myself, TODAY, IT SHALL BEGIN! My diet begins!
*Reach home, still super semangat*
Post FB Status :
"Finally found out my current height. Maaaaaaans. And the diet begins."
*POST!*
Suddenly,
Grandma: Kahhh Maaaaaayyyy~! *shouts from downstairs* I didn't cook today. We go eat Pizza Hut for dinner ah! *my favourite*
Me: T_T................................... why isit so hard?!!!!!!!!! *puts feet down* No! cannot! i on diet! *resist*
Grandma: Then eat what...?
Benroy: *interrupts* OKOK WE GO EAT PIZZA! =D
Me: T_T.................. *waveswhiteflag* okay..................................... rawr.
AND THEN. when we came home, i found out that grandma secretly bought 4 packets of KITKATS for me! My favourite also! ahhhh... i know she loves me alot but whyisitsoharddddddddddddd?!
everytime like that one lorh! The minute i say something like "No more McDs for the whole month!" after class, "eh come, lets go eat Mcds." ....................... T_T!?!!
hahaha so cham weih. then i tried to console myself by saying.. "its ok its ok kahmay.. u cant always control what you eat but you can control the portion you eat." *patspats* xD
Anyways, its already February.. this means only one thing!
No, not valentines.
EXAMS ARE DRAWING CLOSER. =S!
97 days left.. :O! *yes i counted. shh.! *
ahhhh i feel so out of time. *then stop blogging =.=.*
LOL. anyways anyways i must say this!
I was looking at the valentines day cards just the other day with my cousin and sister.. awwwwh~! one of the cards really made me go into super awwwwh mode!
Check this check this:
To My Wife :
" Your not only the woman of my dreams...
=)))
xoxo.!
GUESS WHAT?!
Im over weight. *headsdown* =( surprise surprise.
haha actually im not surprise, i kinda knew my weight was totally not meant for this height. ANYVAAAYS. i then semangatly told myself, TODAY, IT SHALL BEGIN! My diet begins!
*Reach home, still super semangat*
Post FB Status :
"Finally found out my current height. Maaaaaaans. And the diet begins."
*POST!*
Suddenly,
Grandma: Kahhh Maaaaaayyyy~! *shouts from downstairs* I didn't cook today. We go eat Pizza Hut for dinner ah! *my favourite*
Me: T_T................................... why isit so hard?!!!!!!!!! *puts feet down* No! cannot! i on diet! *resist*
Grandma: Then eat what...?
Benroy: *interrupts* OKOK WE GO EAT PIZZA! =D
Me: T_T.................. *waveswhiteflag* okay..................................... rawr.
AND THEN. when we came home, i found out that grandma secretly bought 4 packets of KITKATS for me! My favourite also! ahhhh... i know she loves me alot but whyisitsoharddddddddddddd?!
everytime like that one lorh! The minute i say something like "No more McDs for the whole month!" after class, "eh come, lets go eat Mcds." ....................... T_T!?!!
hahaha so cham weih. then i tried to console myself by saying.. "its ok its ok kahmay.. u cant always control what you eat but you can control the portion you eat." *patspats* xD
Anyways, its already February.. this means only one thing!
No, not valentines.
EXAMS ARE DRAWING CLOSER. =S!
97 days left.. :O! *yes i counted. shh.! *
ahhhh i feel so out of time. *then stop blogging =.=.*
LOL. anyways anyways i must say this!
I was looking at the valentines day cards just the other day with my cousin and sister.. awwwwh~! one of the cards really made me go into super awwwwh mode!
Check this check this:
To My Wife :
" Your not only the woman of my dreams...
You're the one who makes them come true.
Happy valentines day."
Awwwwwwwwwwh~!!!!!!!
Please dont copy this and change it to girlfriend ah.
Please dont copy this and change it to girlfriend ah.
This only applies to Wifeys!
i vill smack u.
=P
So short, but so sweet and genuine. not too cheesy, like the other ones i saw.
So short, but so sweet and genuine. not too cheesy, like the other ones i saw.
And ohh, I'm in Love. =)
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| And You never fail to melt my heart Ohhh Mindy. =)) <3 |
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| Such a poser you are! |
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| Ohh Mindy.! <3 |
=)))
I've missed you so!
xoxo.!
Wednesday, February 01, 2012
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Not Like The Movies.
He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.
I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.
If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.
Snow white said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I wait for that date.
They say its hard to meet your match,
Find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.
If stars don't align,
If it doesn't stop time,
If you cant see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He'll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.
If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be.
When he's the one,
He'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And thats just the beginning.
'Cause I know you're out there,
And your, your love came for me.
It's a crazy idea that you were made,
Perfectly for me you'll see.
Just like the movies.
That's how it will be.
Cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending.
It's not like the movies,
But that's how it will be.
When he's the one,
You'll come undone,
And your world will stop spinning,
And it's just the beginning.
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.
I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.
If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.
Snow white said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I wait for that date.
They say its hard to meet your match,
Find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.
If stars don't align,
If it doesn't stop time,
If you cant see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He'll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.
If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be.
When he's the one,
He'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And thats just the beginning.
'Cause I know you're out there,
And your, your love came for me.
It's a crazy idea that you were made,
Perfectly for me you'll see.
Just like the movies.
That's how it will be.
Cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending.
It's not like the movies,
But that's how it will be.
When he's the one,
You'll come undone,
And your world will stop spinning,
And it's just the beginning.
Monday, January 23, 2012
Wowh.
This hit me real hard.
" When others affect the course of your life, you face a moment of decision. Though you cannot change the past, you can affect the future by your response to the wrong you suffered at their hands. You can feed the fire of bitterness, or you can hold your scars before God and ask for grace to forgive others for what they have done in the past. "
I chose to spend my 1st day of CNY at home.
To accompany my grandma.
Ahhh her Chai Siew Ngor is always the best every single year! that is one of the few things that I really look forward to every chinese new year! so yep. had a great vegetarian brunch! =) Although, she was watching her hokkien programs on astro, i just sat beside her and read a book. I guess, even though we're not talking and doing our own stuffs, I think my presence there means something to her.
from time to time she'd talk to me and ask me stuffs.. AND THEN..
it started raining heavily and Astro pun tak boleh tengok edy.
At that point, i was REALLY happy i chose to stay at home and accompany her. Imagine, first day of CNY, alone, and astro also tak boleh tengok. how weih.. she sure emo to the max lor..
Anyways, we started talking and talking and talking..and she shared with me bits and pieces of her past that was unknown to me. Then i realized how many scars of the past that still hurts her from time to time. Even though all these things have happened over i dunno? 50 years ago? Theres so much bitterness, anger, pain, disappointment, and sadness that is still piling up in her heart. After hearing all her stories, I really wanted to encourage her to let go of her past and to forgive and forget. Then again, even I myself sometimes find it difficult to let go of the past. What more my grandma who has been through so much? And she even admit that she's someone who'd keep it all in her heart and she'll never forget. And she is, she is like that. So i decided to just stay put, and be the listener. Made me think alot about my own life as well.. hmm..
That passage up there really hit me hard. Real hard.
On a side note, guess how i spent my rm200 book voucher?
RM150. gone just like that!
And i cant believe how expensive colour pens are! always wanted them but never bought em because i thought the prices were ridiculously expensive.
RM42. cant believe i spent that much on just colour pens.
Besides the price, really happy that i finally own a set of these! Hope they'd last me a reasonable length of time!
RM50 more to go. =)
doubt i'd buy any story books. Prolly gonna spend it all on stationaries. Have I ever told you about my love for stationaries? =) Yesh. I really like stationaries. Maybe not as crazy as last time. while i was in primary school and secondary school, when my family and i pergi shopping in giant/tesco/carefour/jusco, i'd go straight to the stationary side and i could stay there for hours. =P hahaha.. Oih! Dont laugh at me k. its normal.. i think. Man. i even told myself.. " when i grow up, i want to own my own stationary shop! " LOL. Who knows? i might still do that after i've had enough of all the law and yada yada. =D
Sissy and Bro in law and nephew and niece on their way!
Hope to have better days of the remaining hols!
xoxo.!
Lord, i do not deny the pain that I have experienced, but by your grace I give you those painful wounds, no matter how deep they are. I realize that I am powerless to fix the past or to change others, but I also understand that your love can heal me. I give you my scars, and I thank you for the peace and mercy and joy that will flourish within me in the absence of bitterness.
" When others affect the course of your life, you face a moment of decision. Though you cannot change the past, you can affect the future by your response to the wrong you suffered at their hands. You can feed the fire of bitterness, or you can hold your scars before God and ask for grace to forgive others for what they have done in the past. "
I chose to spend my 1st day of CNY at home.
To accompany my grandma.
from time to time she'd talk to me and ask me stuffs.. AND THEN..
it started raining heavily and Astro pun tak boleh tengok edy.
At that point, i was REALLY happy i chose to stay at home and accompany her. Imagine, first day of CNY, alone, and astro also tak boleh tengok. how weih.. she sure emo to the max lor..
Anyways, we started talking and talking and talking..and she shared with me bits and pieces of her past that was unknown to me. Then i realized how many scars of the past that still hurts her from time to time. Even though all these things have happened over i dunno? 50 years ago? Theres so much bitterness, anger, pain, disappointment, and sadness that is still piling up in her heart. After hearing all her stories, I really wanted to encourage her to let go of her past and to forgive and forget. Then again, even I myself sometimes find it difficult to let go of the past. What more my grandma who has been through so much? And she even admit that she's someone who'd keep it all in her heart and she'll never forget. And she is, she is like that. So i decided to just stay put, and be the listener. Made me think alot about my own life as well.. hmm..
That passage up there really hit me hard. Real hard.
On a side note, guess how i spent my rm200 book voucher?
RM150. gone just like that!
And i cant believe how expensive colour pens are! always wanted them but never bought em because i thought the prices were ridiculously expensive.
RM42. cant believe i spent that much on just colour pens.
Besides the price, really happy that i finally own a set of these! Hope they'd last me a reasonable length of time!
RM50 more to go. =)
doubt i'd buy any story books. Prolly gonna spend it all on stationaries. Have I ever told you about my love for stationaries? =) Yesh. I really like stationaries. Maybe not as crazy as last time. while i was in primary school and secondary school, when my family and i pergi shopping in giant/tesco/carefour/jusco, i'd go straight to the stationary side and i could stay there for hours. =P hahaha.. Oih! Dont laugh at me k. its normal.. i think. Man. i even told myself.. " when i grow up, i want to own my own stationary shop! " LOL. Who knows? i might still do that after i've had enough of all the law and yada yada. =D
Sissy and Bro in law and nephew and niece on their way!
Hope to have better days of the remaining hols!
xoxo.!
Lord, i do not deny the pain that I have experienced, but by your grace I give you those painful wounds, no matter how deep they are. I realize that I am powerless to fix the past or to change others, but I also understand that your love can heal me. I give you my scars, and I thank you for the peace and mercy and joy that will flourish within me in the absence of bitterness.
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