Stupidity.

I'm sorry.

i'm sorry for not telling you the truth.

i'm sorry for hiding things from you..

i didn't know what came on to me today..

i didn't know what was wrong with me today..

i didn't know what was i thinking..

STUPID GIRL.

WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!

i just didn't want you to think of me that way.. and misunderstand me and have the wrong idea about me.. but everything that i didn't want you to think of me ...happened anyways...

u ended up thinking that way of me.. u ended up thinking of exactly what i didn't want you to think..

i didn't want you to think that i bluff you..

and lie to you that where i was.. where i am and all..

its all a lie. it wasn't.

but u ended up thinking that way in the end.

sighs.

................................

sigh whatever i say right now is just..

Nothing.

it'd mean nothing.

all i wanna say is that..

i completely understand how u feel.. and why u would feel the way ur feeling..

and i just want to say that...

i am.... really.. Sorry...

The first and the last time.

I promise.

i've learnt my lesson.