Dear Teacher..

HELLO!

it has been so long and boy was my previous entry depressing.
i was really at a very low point in life. But not to worry, I am back! =D

"Aren't u suppose to be studying?!!"

I just finished my 3rd paper today! and it was GOOD! i am so happy.
This is probably my best paper thus far! one more to go and i am aiming for a first class!
The sky is the limit. =)

I will blog about my exam experience in detail soon. But for now, because today is teachers day, I really want to share my thoughts about the teachers I have had in my life.

Let me start with my current lecturers.

People in college/university dont call their educators, teachers, anymore. It's apparently childish and people would make fun of you when you call them "Teacher!" U'd usually get such a response.. "Teacher? U still in high school ah?"

It never stopped me from seeing them as My teachers though.
I have always admire a Good Teacher when I see one.
It takes a degree or cert to qualify a person to be a 'teacher' but it takes a sincere heart to be a Teacher. You could clearly tell when someone was teaching out of the heart and teaching, just because it's their Job. Hence, why i admire a Good Teacher when i see one.

Not many teachers nowadays, especially in government schools actually take the time to really nurture their students.. Not many teachers nowadays go that extra mile..for their students sake. Not many go beyond and above what is required of them - To finish the syllabus.

But the teachers in my Life, some of them, have impacted my life.
When I see their sincere hearts and dedication, it motivates me. It makes me feel cared for. It gives me hope that not everyone in this world do what they do just because of money. I feel truly blessed whenever i come across a Good Teacher. They are rare, very rare.

After Every Paper, (My current LLB - Year 1 exams) My Teachers called me. They called to ask me how it went, what were the questions about, how did it go, and cheered me on for the following paper. There are about 100 plus in my class itself. Maybe more. That is why, when i got a call from my teachers after my paper, i felt so blessed! I feel so cared for. My teacher actually genuinely cares for me! =') Before the exams, whenever i freaked out, or suddenly found myself in a pool of doubts and confusion, i'd sms my teachers to ask them questions. Sometimes they'd just reply my sms but sometimes they'd call me immediately. Haha.. they got worried! the minute i answered the phone.. they'd go.. " Eh! how come! why you suddenly confuse?! Breath and relax okay! " hahahahaha.. and then they'd explain and answer all my questions. EVEN THOUGH they are not working, not on 'duty' , they still attended to me. How often do you find such lecturers in Universities who are willing to sacrifice their holidays or off time to help their students?!! Truly, they are Teachers indeed. 2 days before my Public Law exam, i was very sick. I could not study and my mind went blank for 2 whole days! its as if i had temporary memory loss! And the fact that Public Law was my biggest nightmare for Year 1 didn't help one bit! i was totally freaking out! i did as many essays as i could and actually scanned it and sent it to my Public Law teacher.

Who would take the time to read scanned essays of their emails on a weekend?!
A Teacher would.

I just want to thank You, Ms.Puvan, for being so caring, so strict, but i knew it was for my own Good. You prepared us well. You really did a great job at preparing us for our paper. Thank you for attending to me even when i asked nonsensical questions out of randomness. Thank You for coming to UM just to see us off into our exam hall before our first paper. You are truly a Good Teacher. Thank you for your calls and your smses. I am very blessed to have a teacher like you. =')

Ms.Diana, Thank You for reading all my essays, both hard copy and soft copy. Thank you for accepting to mark my essays even when it was only 2 days prior to the exams. Thank you for your encouraging words and for your call. I remember going to you during the first tutorial, telling you how Public Law was my biggest nightmare. How i dont think i can get through this subject and then You gave me your number to contact you if i ever needed help. I appreciate it alot and i appreciate you alot. Thank you so much!

In Highschool,

I enjoyed my English periods alot. It has been a long time since i've enjoyed English Periods. The last time i had a Good English teacher was in Primary 6. Haha.. and Boy was she fierce! She trained me for Public Speaking and saw me through all the way till the district level, but sadly, by the competition day itself, My voice had not come back and i lost at that level.

Puan Letchumi, i will never forget how fierce you were in primary 6. Especially when you were training me for the Public Speaking competition. I remember how we used to stay back everyday after school till it was 6pm. Training and training and training. And then she'd send me home. WHO DOES THAT?!!! A teacher does. =)

And sadly, after Puan Letchumi, i dreaded English Periods. UNTILL! FORM 4. When i met you, Mdm Lim! She was such a fun english teacher! She'd go over and above the syllabus! She was the most modern teacher i ever had in High School! hahaha.. but i remember accepting her friend request in facebook and One day, i suddenly saw her status.. " Celine Yap! I am still waiting for your Literature book! " HAHA. i will never forget my expression and feelings when i first saw tht status. " Omgosssssshhhhh! My teacher asking me for homework on facebook! :O?!!! " hahahahahaa..

She'd always come up with new ideas to keep us looking forward to every English Period. I dont know about my other mates, but i know i did! I really looked forward to her classes! I remember, our oral test was done through a video project! it was my first time using windows movie maker to make a video. She even taught us how to use it. We had so much fun! =) i'm still so proud of my work. I did a video entitled "PASSION" hahaa.. *that is soooo me. =P *

Anyways Mdm Lim, i really thank you for being such a great teacher. Even up till now, i still see you as my teacher and i always will. =) You really put hard work and effort into educating and nurturing us and You deserve credits for it! * hehe.. please dont correct my english after reading this blog entry ok? Blogs are informal? =P hahaha..* Miss You Teacher! I really hope to see You in Kuching one day! i am really keen on visiting Sarawak. =))

Puan Thila! omgosh.. she was so nice and motherly la!
MY BM WAS HORRIBLE. My form 4 BM teacher was the laziest teacher i have ever had! We practically didn't have any BM class throughout our whole form 4! She was so lazy, till WE STUDENTS, got lazy to actually stayback and see if she comes to class. it was THAT BAD! and my BM was horrible! for Rumusan, up till form 5, i thought it was the same as Ringkasan in form 3 and so i was actually doing that UNTILL, Pn. Thilagam pointed it out to me. I felt so doomed for BM. i was not gonna let BM ruin my SPM results! and so i promised her to do many essays and she promised to see me through and she did! she saw me through and she helped me whenever i needed help. it was so ironic because i spoke BM really fluently, till sometimes i could bluff that i was a Malay and they wouldnt call my bluff! hahaha.. but i was SO BAD AT ALL THOSE TATABAHASA AND ESPECIALLY! PERIBAHASA. omgossssh.. peribahasa was my enemy in BM. hahaha.. but Puan Thilla helped me through it. Thank You Pn.Thilla.. u have really been such a motherly teacher to me.. It's no wonder why my brother is so close to you right now. We know a good teacher when we see one. =))

CELICA !
my dance teacher!
oh gosh, i dont know how many times i've blogged about you. But He is seriously a TEACHER! he doesn't do it for the money entirely but he sincerely wants to see us grow as dancers. He'd go out of the way to train us, practice with us, give us opportunities, give us exposure. During competition, we even went to his house and danced on the road infront of his house in the middle of the night to complete the routine! and He himself, is a very very busy man! especially with all the competitions and performances that Katoon Network is doing. Going Taiwan, and so many places to compete and perform. I just want to thank you for being so dedicated, humble and sincere. Me and Benroy really appreciate You alot Celica! we never stop feeling bless to have you as our sifu! Thank You for giving us the opportunity to dance and to grow in dance. :)

There are  a few more teachers that i hold close to my heart but i'm out of time. haha.
But anyways, i just want to wish all of you, a very


HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

Thank You for all You've Done.
I am here today and I am the person I am today because of All of You.
Lots and lots of Love!

Celine. =)

xoxo.!

self esteem.

Never thought juggling studies and dance would ever be a problem.

But the bulk of my law subjects?

And the big number of routines that needs to be learned up?

Is starting to overwhelm me.

It's been quite a while since i've ever had self-esteem issues. I was always the one with a very high self-esteem, boosting other people's self-esteem, motivating them. Heck, i even gave a speech on self-esteem at a public speaking competition before and came in champion. But now, i see myself having very low self-esteem. Mainly because of dance.

i've been practicing the routines, learning them up whenever i'm taking a break from the books. When my brain is all drained. But i've come to realize how my pace in picking up steps, adapting, catching, learning, is not as fast as I used to be. To sum it all up, i'm not as sharpened as i used to be and it has only been 2 months since i've danced on a regular basis. Sighs.

Call me a perfectionist.

But i really hate the slightest feeling of being out of touch. Especially when it concerns my passion, dance.

I dont want to let neither my crew nor my teacher down. I want to show Him that he did not pick the wrong person  to do the Job. Being the person I am, I know i'd be practicing 24/7 to perfect every move the minute my last paper ends. But it would be impossible for me to learn them all up after my exams. It's just too short of a time. Hence, me learning up the routines now. Though, i cannot say my exam isn't as important. I'm paying for it and boy is it expensive. 

When I practice, i can't seem to get the moves right. I suddenly feel like a newbie, learning dance for the very first time. I feel like a clown or a joke. Yes, that is how bad i feel. Especially when everyone around is having such high expectations of me, including myself. "You're supposed to be a pro! " And there goes.. another arrow shooting right into my heart.. or rather, my self-esteem. My mind is just so occupied with all the authorities,cases,principles,statutes that i can't seem to coordinate my body,hands and feet in the proper direction. When i carry out the moves, i look so crappy. GAAAH! AND U HAVE NO IDEA HOW FRUSTRATING IT IS! 

It's difficult enough that i have to practice alone and I cannot practice with my crew. Sighs. Here I am, once again, in one of the lowest point of my life. When i suddenly feel that I am good at nothing. 

A Month of Change.

Alot has happened in April. Both good and bad.
I'd update you in detail in time..but on a brief note!

Here are some of the Good changes. =)

- I FINALLY have a room to myself! *u've no idea how good it feels to have ur own space and place in the house. =)*
- Didn't end up shifting because of negotiations done with z owner..
- No longer hold a P license! =PPP *saya dah grow up! =D* hahaha..
- I may be the owner of a super cute toy poodle called Teddy. ^.^ !!!
- Guess who has FINALLY saved enough to buy her OWN car?

yeaaaah babeeehhh~!!! Thats right thats right! I've finally saved enough to buy myself a safe and proper car to drive! The kancil was just.. in a REALLY bad shape.. bad bad shape. The breaks are almost not working and thats just one of the few problems of the kancil.

It just feels SOOO GOOD! to have earned and saved up for your very first car! Pure sweat and effort! And tadaaaaaa~! The results? SO WORTH IT! =) Nothing can ever compare to the feeling of earning the stuffs you buy. =)) You can call them YOURS.. without any strings attached.. It's not a new car! (yes i am not that rich) But nevertheless! it's still a better car! I'm the second owner of this car. =D

The feeling of independence is just immeasurable.

Sides that, I've been crazy busy, as you can see because of my upcoming finals in just 13 days! =S! 13 DAYS! please do keep me in your prayers. I cannot do this without God. I cannot..

And AFTER exams, i'll be crazy busy too! i'll be performing in Genting, for Genting itself, for 7 days! It's like a show where visitors at Genting can come in to watch. I dont know if it's free admission though! But! this i must say, is very exciting! Although i'll have to learn up 10 different sets of routines in a very limited time because i've exams, i cant join them at practice, i have to practice myself when i'm taking a break from my books. But i know it'll be worth it! This will totally bring my dance experience to a whole new level! I am truly blessed because of the doors God is opening for me. Plus, my stay there for a week plus meals are all covered! =D! I've always wanted to go up to Genting with a group of friends and now, this plus a totally new experience is in store for me! 2 wishes to be answered? You bet! =)

Not forgetting the fact that i'd finally have the opportunity to dance and PERFORM with my dance teacher! Also with a few of his crew members! This is such an honor! When a student finally gets the chance to perform, side by side with someone who you look up to? Definitely an opportunity i will not let pass by!

Okay i will stop here. that was totally NOT brief. heh. =P

I wont deny the immense stress that i am feeling along with some other feelings that brings me down.

But it is always better to speak of the Good things than the bad. Aye? =)

Aye.!

Great things are in store for me and i am very excited! 
xoxo.!

Naza Bestari ( Peugeot 206)

Omgossssssssssssssssh!

guess what guess what guess what?!!!!!

As i was driving to college today.. A really charming car caught my attention! I couldn't help but notice it's presence on the road! At first glance.. i thought it was a satria.. And if u dont already know, Satria has  always been my dream car ever since i was 8 years old! 

"The minute i get my license, my first car will be a satria.. and after i get rich, i will buy myself a Harrier " AND YES THAT LITTLE GIRL'S DREAMS STILL REMAINS VERY MUCH INTACT! 

So anyways~ 

I suddenly realized.. EH EH? there are FOUR DOORS! :O?! So i drove at a consistent speed to have a closer look at it.. Ohh.. Peugeot? Omgosh! Peugeot has a car that looks exactly like the Satria?! AND THERE ARE FOUR DOORS!  FOUR! *gassp!!!* couldn't wait to get home to look up the car! took me a while till i finally found out what model it was! and guess what?! 

Found out that Naza has actually renamed this car Naza 206 Bestari, the Naza- Badged version of the Peugeot 206. Naza is the distributor for Peugeot cars in Malaysia along with a few other brands i.e. ferrari, maserati,harley-davidson, ducati, kia and many more.

The Peugeot 206.

This is the one i saw on the road today! And the exact same colour!

But the one i saw had spoilers like the Naza 206 Bestari but with the Peugeot logo.

Oh gosh.. 

Love at first sight i tell u! 

It's so sexy and hansome in a cute way!

Okay.. maybe more cool than cute!

but oh boy am i excited!

If you're wondering, did u manage to get a satria when u got your license then?

Answer: No.

Why?  : Because my parents said that all the satrias are now REALLY old and its not worth buying if its gonna give you loads of problems.. =( My dreams were crushed! ahhh... 

Why not get the Satria Neo then? : I'm really picky and i think the Satria Neo is ugly. 

It looks the same.. : No it doesn't! the old satria.. especially the GTI one looks waaaaay better compared the Neo ones.

No doubt, the satria is a two door-ed car.. but i seriously didn't mind.. My childhood dream car la! 2 doors less wouldn't stop me. Then again, i fetch alot of people around.. especially my grandma who is really picky about where she sits and which side she sits on. And no, the satria would be the worse car if i were to drive her around. So yeah.. a few solid reasons why i shouldn't get the satria.. and so.. even though i've finally accepted reality.. i never stopped thinking about owning my own satria one day.. Oh how i eyed every satria i saw on the road.. with envy.. wishing it was mine.

BUT NOW..

 NOW! 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........... =D 

PEUGEOT 206!!!!!! 

*superbigsmilewithheartshapedeyes!*

 I'm in love.

yes i'm in love.

i suddenly feel as if a dream that seemed destined to be left untouched..

could now be a possibility all over again!

So happy today! i was so excited.. i started telling everyone about this car!

HAHAHAA. And thats exactly what i'm doing right now! =D!

Best part? It's price, OTR is RM45,900, interest 3% 9yrs.

like myvi price! :O!!!!!

ok la.. actually its way much more expensive compared to a myvi.. because i read up abit and found out that parts in Malaysia are pretty expensive...
 but but still! a possibility! =D!

Now now, who ever said only guys drool over their dream cars?!

Me is your living proof! =D

haha. Since i'm so hyped up.. i shall end this post with another story that might be kindaaa embarrassing.. but who caressss!?

Today,

As i approaced the lockers outside the Library.. I suddenly realized this cute guy in red, an unfamiliar face, smiling at me. Of course, a natural reaction would be to Smile back and that is exactly what  i did. What i tried to do. What i wanted to do. What i thought i was gonna do. As i was smiling halfway *yes, it is possible to smile halfway* i suddenly held back and my halfway smile went back to a normal.. facial expression.. then the guy, maybe feeling embarrassed or maybe.. had the.. "gosh so unfriendly/fierce/etcetc" feeling or impression of me. The minute i reached my locker and stood beside him.. a train of thoughts was flooding my head!!

" WHAT WAS THAT?! a halfway smile?! REALLY?! *facepalm 99*"

"Ahhh..he probably thinks i'm a super unfriendly person now.. but i'm not! D: "

"WHY DIDN'T U SMILE BACK???????????! gaaaaaaaaah.."

"TALK TO HIM! GO! he's just beside you.. REDEEM YOURSELF.. NAAAAO! "

*Which I obviously did not do... Sigh...*

yes yes dont laugh.. those were some of the thoughts that kept bombarding my mind.

And then.. i saw him walk into the library.. i wont lie.

I went into the library after taking my books etc, hoping to see him again.. with the hope of our eyes meeting again just so that i can make it right this time and smile back. With the hope of changing the impression that might have been pinned against me. But to no avail, the guy in red was no where to be seen.. or maybe he was on the other side of the library.. idk.. but one thing is for sure..

I couldn't get the " Why didn't you smile back?!" sentence out of my head for quite a while. hahahaa.. *smacksforehead* oh boyyy.. the sampat side of me.

Ladies and Gentlemen, i introduce to you.. THE SAMPAT SIDE OF CELINE! =D

Ceh wah.. didn't know i quite the shy weih!

The only reason why i did the halfway smile was proooobably totaaaally because i was Shy. =/

I didn't know i was that Shy! ahh.. *blush*

See.. i quite shy one okay.. one more weird combination to the complicated personality.

hahaha.

i gtg edit my assignment again. Sighs.. suppose to only write till about 2000 words but i overshot by 500 words. rawr.. minimum word limit i understand la.. but maximum too?! *shruggs*

Bye!

xoxo.!

=(

Jotta. A

Touched.
He's only 12.
Makes me evaluate myself.

Anyways! u should really check out his other two videos that i really like..


Jotta first captured my attention through this video.. =) amazing talent i tell you! gave me goose bumps!



It's amazing to see how bold he is, worshiping God on national tv without being ashamed!

I admire his boldness and courage.
I admire his passion and love for God.

PS: and yes i know! u have to first pause my blog's music. =P sorry! just a teensy bit maa faan. =D but u enjoy my blog songs right right right? hee. =D

update u when i can! i've been slacking waaaaay too much! actually, not slacking, just REALLY busy cleaning and yada yada~

soon soon!

xoxo.!

My Celebrity Moment. =P

Hello! =)

I'm sho tired.. i just got home from class and it's 10pm.. was in college from 10am -10pm! lifeless much? yeah pretty much. hahaa...

ANYWAYS, since i'm so tired.. i decided to share my 'celebrity moment' with you. It is really embarrassing but hey, i like to keep my blog as real as possible =) That's why i'd usually blog exactly the way i'd say it in real life.. though of course you are deprived of my many sound effects and facial expressions that you'd normally get when you have a face to face conversation with me, it's good to know that my friends can actually tell how i'd actually say it in real life when they read me entries. =D Sho yes! here it goes.

I decided to get all dolled up, with high heels and all.. and recently, i've been TRYING REALLY HARD.. still am trying actually.. to win some cash from the SUPA HIRO game that is going on on Hitz.fm. So as i walked from Sentral to my college, I took another route..a nicer route..where i'd be surrounded by Tall buildings everywhere.. with clean roads.. under the blue sky instead of the dusty polluted air that you'd get if you took the underground route.. Being really kan-ciong about the cue to call for the SupaHiro game, i put on my headphones as i walked to college. *which i usually/try not to do..coz its dangerous* Then this song called "Part of Me" - Katy Perry started playing on hitz.fm. It is SUCH a girl power motivating song! And before i knew it.. I was lip syncing to the song and started walking in a very.. how do i put it? Macam Yes way. HAHAHA. oh gosh.. what a description. But i cannot think of the word nw la! its just not coming to me.. hahaa.. ANYWAYS.. i started walking in a very "Macam Yes" way as if i was being shot in a MTV for the song. HAHAHAHAHA! and when I realized what i was doing, i couldn't help but laugh at myself! HAHA. but the funniest part was that i STILL CONTINUED to walk and act as if i was role playing for Katy's MTV. ahahaaaa! So tak malu kan?! hahahahaha! It's just one of those moments when you're all dressed up, u feel good, u have ur head held high, its a nice and sunny day, and suddenly this girl power song starts to play and u just get SO LOST IN THE MOMENT!

oh come onnnnnnnn. You SO TOTALLY have had your celebrity moments too! Pfft. =P Be it in the shower, in your car, while you're jogging, when you feel good.. whatever it is, I AM PRETTY SURE..you've had your 'celebrity moments' before!

hahaa..so yes thats as much as i'm gonna share before i further embarrass myself! =P no more no more. enough. =PP

ok la.. actually..after i continued doing that..because i was so lost in the moment, walking and strutting like some model.. i didn't really look where i was walking and yada yada and so... i tripped.. and fell.................



I SO DID NOT.!
hahaaaaa.. didn't la.. if i did, it'd be such a typical movie scene! hahahaahhaa. Thank God nothing like that has ever happened to me thus far.. hahaa.. i definitely do not hope it'd ever happen to me =P. Ok now, for all of you who are going.. "Ya right.. u so totally tipped! " HAHAA. u know me so well.. yes i did.

I DID NOT LA.
hahaa no i'm serious..  i did not.

* dang it.. so did she tripped or did she not?! *

hahaa it's so fun messing with your thoughts..
I DIDN'T LA. HAHAHAAA.

OK CHANGE TOPIC.

So how are my preparations for exams? Honestly? I've been struggling to stick to my revision plan because of the crazy revisions that are going on in college.. =( this whole week, this lecturer from UK have been revising Public Law with us and our classes usually end around 9.30pm. So yeah.. finding it pretty difficult to sort my time out. I have classes on Saturday and Sundays too.. Saturdays.. 10am - 7.30pm.. Sundays.. 9.30am - 4.30pm. After class.. i feel so tired and drained i just dont feel like revising anymore after tht. i just feel like resting. But following my FEELINGS is a very very bad thing especially when exams are only 28-27 days away.

*Big Sighs*

anyways, sides that, this lecturer very funny lah. hahaha.. he doesn't know how to operate his laptop that well.. according to him, he only knows how to on and off his laptop. hahahaa..so everytime he comes to class, when he have issues with his powerpoint or laptop, i pulak have to go help him. Why me? Because i sit infront and on the first day, when he asked for help, no one went up..so i went and help.. and eversince then! everytime got technical problem.. everyone looks at me! when he say.. "Ahh i gotta get the technician..where do i find them? " he's actually referring to the staff of my college.. but NOOOO.. everyone looks at me!

And it was very obvious today because when he asked where he could find the tech guy, one guy went " Eh wheres that lady? " and he went " oh no no i cant keep bothering her all the time! " LOL. then my friend went.. LOL YOUR NOW KNOWN AS THE TECHNICIAN! ur the class monitor *like, who gets elected as the monitor in Uni?! NO ONE! but i appear to be an exception =.=... * you're the calendar countdown.. *calendar countdown?! REALLY?! haha too much lah u! ish.. Coz my lecturer always ask me how many days left till exams.. =.=..........* and she said a few other stuffs but i cant seem to rmb.. hahaha..calendar countdown.. what is this lah?! ishh ish..

and i'm actually feeling super uncomfortable at the moment because I, being someone who was brought up to not waste food.. finished my friend's milo ice during dinner.. and i now have an upset tummy! =(( and it was SO SWEET, it gave me breathing difficulties now.. gah. =( such a champion. i especially hate the feeling of wanting to vomit but then again, you dont want to? its like stuck in the middle, not going up not going down.. not digesting but not throwing it out either.. rawr! horrible feeling i tell you! *manjasadpuppyface*

So thats all for now!
i've to finish EC LAW today whether i like it or not! rawr!

xoxo.!

ps: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA YAP KAH LAI!  love you. :)

Eyes Open - Taylor Swift

Yesterday we were just children
Playing soldiers, just pretending
Dreaming dreams with happy endings
In backyards,Winning battles with the wooden swords
But now we've stepped into a cruel world
Where everybody stands in,Keep score
Keep your eyes open

Everybody's waiting
For you to breakdown
Everybody's watching
To see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your eye, eyes open

So here you are,
Two steps ahead and staying on guard,
Every lesson forms a new scar
They never thought you'd make it this far

Keep your feet ready
Heartbeat steady
Keep your eyes open
Keep your aim locked
The night grows dark
Keep your eyes open. ♥

I love the lyrics. It means alot. At least to me it does.. =)

Can tear so easily listening to this song.
I'm trying so hard. Sighs. ='(
So many times, on the verge of breaking down...

" dont break.. dont break.. dont break.. you cant afford it. "

When the going gets tough...

When the going gets tough, you stick even more to whatever it is that you have decided on / have chosen.

It's called being Responsible.

And that's what makes you different.

Most people leave or give up when the going gets tough,

But you, You're gonna stick through it!

Stop worrying because Tomorrow will worry about itself!

Take charge Lord, take charge.

xoxo.!

Art and Crafts.

Today i spent almost half of my day preparing/making birthday presents.

AND YESSSH I KNOW I SHOULD BE STUDYING! =/

but i got carried away. Sighs. i cannot la, I just love making things for people. They're so much more meaningful compared to something you just pick up from a store. Making these things requires patience, effort and time. And i've never once bought a birthday card. Over all these years, each and every birthday card has been handmade. =)

I got so carried away! And I suddenly got reminded again of how i used to just take a simple, plain, A4 paper and fold away till something interesting came out of it. Haha. Origami! ^.^  and i used up a whole lot of time thinking of ways to make my birthday card more unique.. more special compared to the ones i've made before. I never fail to want to think of something new every single time I make a birthday card. Like how my public law lecturer always say that "Law is a bottomless peek" I think Creativity itself, is also a bottomless peek! It just never ends! and theres just no limit or whatsoever when it comes to creativity! =)

I don't know about you guys, but I for one have a special liking towards things that are handmade. It may not be as canggih as the ones you grab of a store but its definitely one that is more meaningful. =)) 

Haha..i just get soooo carried away every single time I start my art and crafts! and oh! i was looking high and low for my whole set of stablo color pencils to realize that i have given them away together with my whole lot of stationary when i visited the Myanmar refugee school. Awwwwwh.. =/ Never thought that i'd ever be in need of them color pencils at this age. Haha. Guess i thought wrong! Rawr.

And oh! i randomly came across one of my old entries and i was doing this tag, tagged by Kim.. and.. hahaa..let me share some of the questions here.. made me laugh. x)

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3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
= Bryan - He'd put a smile on my face
= Kimberley - i'd not feel lonely for we'd be doing anything and everything together. =) my twin. (btw. we're one crazy pair when we're together. =D )
=Mel - She ma pillow. x) hahahaha..

4.. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
= The best dance school in the world. =D no books.all dance. ;)

haha.. WISHFUL THINKING! Gosh. Look at me now! 4 years later! In a LAW SCHOOL, FILLED WITH BOOKS. how sad. ahhahaa..maaaans.

5.. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
= Go to a school that excludes books and just plain dance&music all day long. :)

Again, WISHFUL THINKING! hahaa..how i wish.. *daydreamface*

13. What is your ambition?
= pro-dancer. xDDD (i wish it)

Awww..look at me..so cute. Pro-dancer. hahahahahaa...

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
=i'd rather they point out to me instead of talking behind my back. (straight forward=i like.)

Yes, straight-forward i still like!

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
=Trusting people too much tht i get hurt. Giving in too much.

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How things can change over the years and how some things still remain over the years. =) The beauty of life.

xoxo.!