12 Days.

i've been put in dilemmas recently.
we've been having revision classes on both saturdays and sundays.
Which means, i've to make a choice whether to go to church or to class.
i dont have classes anymore. and revisions are only held on saturdays and sundays.
and it really helps me alot.

but i feel bad for not going to church either.
and just now, i just posted a status abt missing church again.
and my coll mates said its a choice and one of my coll mate is going to church.
and it is true. i do have a choice.

but its so hard to choose.
i know some of you may go like, do u even need to think about it? Heh.
but i actually am thinking abt it.

sighs. u know, i've been so busy with studies lately tht i've nt been consistent in doing my bible bytes.

and u know, the question comes in where..

Oh.. so u pray to God when u want to get good results and score well for exams.
but on sundays when u have to choose btwn Him and studies u chose studies?

recently i posted up a reminder to all exam candidates that there is more to life than studies.
are my studies taking up the greater portion in my Life now?
i know it is not fair to say, GOD! i know i know i shouldn't miss church but just help me thru my exams and i'll definitely come to church after my exams coz no more revision class.

goodness. listen to urself. sighs................
i cant believe that i got so into studying that i am even willing to compromise my time for God.

God is no hotel lounge for you to visit as and when u need Him?
U dont only go to Him when u need Him and chuck Him aside when ur busy?
Its a relationship that u have with God and would YOU like to be treated this way?
Surely not?

argggghhhh celine yap kah may! what has gotten into you?!
STUDIES ARE IMPORTANT BUT SHOULDN'T GOD BE THE CENTER OF YOUR LIFE?!

SO WHAT IF U GET GOOD RESULTS BUT AT THE EXTENT OF COMPROMISING UR TIME WITH GOD?!

ur like putting Him on hold and say, Wait ah wait ah.. soon! its gonna be over and i'll be back! WHAT? what if He did tht to you?

dont talk abt God. even human to human. I personally dont like 'friends' who come to you only when u need them.

unbelievable celine. sighs.

whats gotten into you.