He was right.

I'm gonna be ranting..
was so the angry just now.. haizz..
it has completely nth to do with me..
but i'm just so angry and dissapointed with u guys man..
i felt wht he felt.

I mean.. At first i thought he was just being sensitive and all.. he said wht he said coz he was hurt.but now i see.. i clearly see that he's just really RIGHT after all..

I MEAN COME ON! BE AT LEAST A "LITTLE" greatful cant you all?
He treats u guys like his own flesh and blood..
and u treat him like wht?
Dog Poo? Or worse.. Nth at all like he dont exist?
Why cant you guys just HAVE A LITTLE heart and see that..
he's not ur DICTIONARY.. He's NOT ur Computer..
He's NOT some Information machine..
and Data machine to give u solutions to all ur questions!
HE IS A REALLY SMART GUY WITH FEELINGS!
He's a friggin human for goodness sake!
Why cant u just get that into ur cramped up brain?!

whenever u need him..
u go to him.. but when u dont need him..
u just chuck him one side.. in the corner..
if you were him.. WHAT WOULD YOU FEEL?
Today.. I put myself in his Shoes..
And yes.... i'd be damn hurt if i was him..
FOR ALL THIS YEARS.. he's been there..
trying his best to make u smile when ur down..
he give his all and even acts stupid sometime just to see that smile on your face..
when u need help with ANYTHING at all.. HE'd be there..
ALWAYS everyready to help out..
And u just throw him away like a warned out torn Pillow..
u just throw him away when he's not needed anymore..
who or what DO you think he is?
A robot? a recycled thing? A THING with completely no feelings?

What happened today he does not noe..
I REALLY felt like telling him the truth..
of whatever happened.. but then again..
i dont wan him to get more hurt..
And just really feel like his some stupid fella who got taken for granted.
after everything happened..
when i met up with him.. i wanted so much to tell him..
Not to even trust them anymore..
he's like being stabbed in the back..
just that he doesnt feel it yet..
but he was really really hurt two days back..
and he's trying to recover.. he IS recovering..
and i dont wanna bring him back down to square one..
I had fake a smile as if everything was alright..

Your attitudes right now..
DISGUST me..
Seriously lorh.. WOULD it KILL you to give him a hand for ONCE?
is it so HARD to help him..?
YEs.. i know u guys now abit tak ngam..
but do u know tht when u have probs he dont show his concern but actually he cares? he actually take the initiative to ask me whats wrong.. hw r u and all tht..

.......................
mou yeh gong edy..

Come to ur senses fast or you'll loose him.
By then, its too late for u to regret.