You Smile.. I smile.. =)

Hello readers!

i had a super nice day today! hehe.. =D

well.. got a morning call from Chi Wing saying that i had to get my butt to school like.. NAO! xD he called me at 7am plus.. i tot it was my noisy alarm. HAHA. he had to call me twice! =P

coz school was having Anugerah Cemerlang and yeah..

i didn't get the invitation letter probably coz they sent it to my old hse address. O.O so yeah.. ahaha.. woke up super blur.. and didn't noe wht to wear! @_@ hahaha..

but yes .. finally got to wake someone up in my hse! to fetch me to school..

everyone else dun wanna layan me.. T_T

they all sleep like.. cannot wake up one. wuwuwuw.. T_T

yeah my aunt fetched me. wee! =)

then had a super nice time seeing my craziee fwends again!

hahaha.. ahhh miss u guys so much.. D:

AND i also got to see my two favourite teachers in school!

hehehe.. Ahhh.. missed them super much too!

hugged them ALOT! haha.. and took pictures with them like MAD. =P

kekeke.. they super nice also.. took and bare with me..

altho i snapped like gazillion times and bring them to different spots..

coz i say the lighting nt nice! HHAHAHAH. =P

its no wonder why i love them. hehe. =)

awesome teachers they are! and yesh..

i got some money.. for getting good results in SPM.

nt much tho. but at least its still smth.. =)

hw nice.. my two best friends in school are the top students in school!

so proud of you guys Di and Chi Wing!! =)

they got darn big amounts of cash nw didn't you?

haha.. well.. they deserve it.. =)

so yep.. had to walk home after tht..

i was wearing full black and the sun was.. so.. Happy..

it shined like never before! O.O T_T

hahaha.. my hse.. i so far.

and so inside! i was out of breath when i reached home..

coz i was so HOT! =P

then head of to Studio for dance!

and danced from 1pm alllll the way till 4.30pm!

non stop baby! hehehee..

i just love today. =) i was so.. crazieee..

during dance.. sheryl even felt like choking me!

hahahahahahaa... super HIGH weih! xD

coz i was happy and was really having fun =P

Andrea kept giving me weird looks.. T_T

U NO NO LOOKIE AT ME LIKE THT YOU!

xD keep banging into me only today u..

andrea chong! xD i know u love me..

but sometimes cannot always together gether all the time ..

*pats pats* HAHAHAHA. OMG.. * runs n hide*

hehehehehehehe... xD xD =PPPPP

yeah then Sheryl dear belanja-ed me Mc Ds after tht!

weee~~! =) by the time i got home..

i was super super.. tired.. T_T

when i reached sheryl's hse and went out to hug her..

i was so tired n blur.. went back into the car..

forgot to buckle my seat belt! guess what?!

i fell asleep.. sudd got road block infront..

benson shouted.. KAH MAY SEAT BELT!!!!!

i woke immediately and pulled the seat belt..

covered the unbuckled part with my bag..

acted cool.. with ma Dope Purple Cap.. and ma Purple Ipod..

and ma Sony ear phones and went like.. Yo.. Wassup..

xDDDDD =.=.. no.. yeah i was really blur..

but yes! Thank God nth happened! =D

soo yeaaaah.. and EARTH HOUR JUST NOW!

actually participated =P

HAHA. just for the fun of it..

i rmb wht i did a year ago from today during earth hour 2009.

i was at a wedding.. tht was filled with lights everywhere! xD

and i rmb i was messaging lyn yie.. the EXACT same thing..

i did just now.. this year.. during earth hour..

hahahahaha.. im suprised myself how i can rmb wht we were talking abt.

=P time flies yeah Lyn yie? =P

the minute the clock stroke 8.30..

i was like.. OKAY! earth hour! earth hour! hahahaha..

then i ran around the hse.. switching off ALL the lights.

xD then my brothers were like.. SIAO AHH..

dun off ALL la! at least leave one On!

i was like.. =.=.. THEN WHATS THE POINT?! T_T

haha but whtever. then i even offlined and offed the com! =P

went to my room.. lay on my bed.. listened to music..

and yeah.. enjoyed the dark.. quiet.. and peaceful atmosphere..

i started to like it so much by the time it was 9.30..

i didn't feel like moving anymore.. to on the lights..

HAHA. =P i should do this more often.. =)

i used to do that.. i can just lay on my bed..

and listen to music for hours.. =)

been a while since i've done tht.. well not really..

when i emo i always do tht.. or ..

stay infront of the com.. offline.. and just listen to music.. xD

but i feel nice when i do tht.. =P Me Likeyyy.. =) hehe..

yeah so that was my nice day. =D

tmr i'm going to hang out with Natasha! yay! =))

cant wait! hehehe.. and now.. i'm really tired..

So.. Goodnight World!

If you need me,I'll come right there..

From a thousand miles away..

Cause With you there's no in between.I'm all in.

Cause When You smile.. I smile. =)

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EMAILS!

noooooooooooh~! my inbox is filled with 11 thousand unread emails and because of that i really dun feel like checking my mails! T_T but i guess since im so free for now..i might as well do smth abt it. anyways. came across a nice poem when checking through my mails.

its called SLOW DANCE.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast
Time is short.
The music won't last

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done，
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short.
The music won't last

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You
miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry
through your day,
It is like an unopened gift...
Thrown away

Life is not a race
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

Craziee I Tell Joo!

Whoaaa.. i just had a super crazie day!

And i really mean.. CRAAAZIEEEEEEE~!

can mean good can mean bad too..

but anyways! i had fun! =D

i went to sunway lagoon with marilyn!

oh my my~! i finally went to sunway lagoon...

AGAIN! after nt going there for lieeek..

YEAARS! O.O

so yeah man!

it wasss AWESOMEEEEEEEE~! hahaha..

i had fun really.

we played almost everything!

and sot sot one.. we run to one park to another..

hahaha so funny.. xDDDDDDDD

but yeah was fun. reall GoOD fun!

=)))

then after that got some shitty stuffs tht happened..

tht wasn't so fun anymore.

T_T ... *cries* like REAL shitty stuffs..

T____T...!!! tht made me feel TERRIBLE!

SHitty.. Crappy.. Unsecured.. Lost.. and ALONE!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~!

But then..

TADAAAAAAAAA~!

QIAN TO THE RESCUE~! *plays superman song*

xD yesssssssssh~!

qian was my HERO of the day! =)

like literally! =)

ahh i love you Qian.. thank you so so so very very much!

u've no idea how much it means to me!

and super alot of thanks also tooooo~~~~

NicKam! Didi.. =) My FOO FOO DIDI~! xD

Sheryl Dear!

Chi Wing!

Boon Sin!

Wai King!

Lyn Yie!

Zhong Hao!

And Marilyn.. =)

Thanks alot! Seriously. you know i love you. =)

Yes yes yes~!

they were there for meee~!

when i felt soooooooooo terrible.. T_T gaaah.

but yes! i am alright now.

i feel safe now. haha.

ahh. wht a nightmare. T_T

but anyhoo..

yes. i had a good day overall.

QIAN just made my day.

closed with Dii making me smileeee and laugh. =)

haha. my craziee day. both good bad happy sad..

Wht to do..

imma crazieee person. =P

night night!

super tired. T_T
And and and....

NO MORE STAIRS FOR ME PLEAAASEEE~!

PS: Oh yeah! i send my old phone for repair.. and yeah.. sighs.. EVERYTHING in my phone is gone. like..literally EVERYTHING! the nokia tunes are also gone! themes! all gone!!! Goodness gracious me. T_T and my baby inbox. its .. so.. empty.. T_T.. ahhhh.. *let go let go let go!* time to feed my baby inbox with new food. whether it likes it or not! =/ but still! i wont deny that its still painful! all my smses since i was 15 years old leh! they're liekkk.. GONE! T_T ahhh.. whtever.. its doneee.. =( so yeah. LET GO U DOINK! pffft!

PPS: oh oh oh! i finally understand why i was like.. smth wrong yday when all the drama was happening but i steaaaadyyy only! xD this means that...

OH-MY-GOODNESS!

CELINE YAP IS BACK ON TRACK BABY!

WOO YEHHHH~! xD

xoxo

I tell you right..

Whoa i tell you right..

Life is like some roller coaster shyt .. O.O

EVERY single time im friggin happy..

and gonna start afresh and forget abt the emo-ness..

Emo-ness comes back to find me.. O.O

Emo loves me at the moment. wont let go of me..

Stupid emo noob. go away la u.

tot of sleeping early tonight..

well.. coz im gonna have myself a kick ass day tmr!

but.. like..

as i was abt to go to slp.. abit sad.. but still alright..

humans..with much of problems arrive..

which soon becomes my problems too..

and lieeek... I cant sleep anymore..

And lieeekk.. its trying to bring me down..

and stop me from starting afresh..

and lieeek...

i really dunno but damn i feel good.

its not affecting me that much..

but then again.. its still a kinda like..

Huge ass problem that i cannot help to settle..

So Huge.. God.. You're the only one who can handle this now..

so i cant do anything else .. than to lift up these problems to you..

coz if u think u have a huge ass problem..

i remember that i actually have a friggin Huge-ER ass God. =D

but then again..

its so disturbing you noeh?!

And anyways. i will still try to slp earlier..

despite the tears that are coming out from everyones eyes now..

not mine tho. yay! *shrinks back* *ahem* so yes..

er.. yeah.. like tht. O.O?

oh my goodness i dunno whats wrong with me..

im lieeek some robot atm.. O.O

but still something made me sad as i was abt to sleep..

and i kept listening to..

Down To Earth by Justin Bieber..

still listening to it now..

Anyways..its no suprise how..

Sometimes when you love someone too much they tend to take ur love for granted. They also take You for granted. So maybe its time... i should start loving You less..

Goodnight World.

S . O . L . O .

I said I don't want to walk this earth if I gotta do it..

S O L O ~~~~

yup yup.
time to move on..
But i wont do it SOLO. =D

Time to let new people into my life and heart. =)
xoxo.

Let go..

I know sooner or later I'll have to let go.. and live in the present and not the past. But i still cant.. at least not now.. =(..

maybe its a good thing why what has happened has happened...

maybe its telling me to move on..

let go of the pass that i keep holding onto to live and continue surviving in the present..

to open up myself to new people around me..

and let go of the ones that are not in my life anymore..

i keep clinging on to something that is not what it was anymore..

its history.. and i still keep using history..

to get me thru those tough days..

those.. unhappy times.. i always go back to the pass..

to make myself at east.. enlightened.. happy..

Maybe its time to create a new set of memories..

like what Mr.Frog said. haha.. =) ..

with new people.. who are in my life right now..

maybe its time i let go of the ones.. i once loved..

the ones.. that once loved me..

the ones that were once in my everyday life..

but are there no longer..

Maybe its time..

but then again.. letting go is never easy! =(

Sniffx.. i actually dreamt of them yesterday..

O.O .. shows how much they really mean to me still..
Sighs..

today I saw Apple's Status..that said..
If you keep focusing on what you don't have, you'll lose sight of what you do have.

Help me to let go Lord..

and to allow and open up myself to new people..

to come into my life and into my heart..

Things Change.

things.. situations.. people..

change as time passes..

nothing can be the same forever..

it changes from time to time..

just had 2 bowls of soup..filled with bugs..

only realized tht there were bugs when i drank the second bowl.. =.=..

and i had chinese tea that was spicy.. O.o

whts with the food there today?

bahh..

My old phone has finally died..

sam tong.. very sam tong.. T_T..

my precious precious smses!

they're gone...! sniffx.. =( ......

i always see my smses when im sad..

or bored.. and scroll through them before i sleep..

now i cant even access it anymore.. haihs..

it was working fine! better than before!

till today i tried to activate my mms..

the hotlink person sent me the settings..

i saved it.. off my hp for 5 mins like they told me too..

then on it back.. and boom!

cant access my media gallery..

cant access my sms.. cant sms.. cant receive smses..

only can call.. and receive calls.. sighs..

and now. it keeps restarting..

and hang.. =.=.........

ahh. my smses.. =(

guess .... like i said..

things never last.. =( sniffx...

had a not so nice day..

but i went to have a jog around my neighborhood just now..

feel so much better now..

thank Bb for accompanying me!

i made him come with me actually..

i went to him and said.. "faster get rdy leh! u promised to jog with me rmb?!"

actually he didnt.. =P i just made tht up..

lol.. then yeah he noe i kinda moody..

so he accompanied me.. =D

love you B.. serious.. =)

then felt so much better..

ran more than i usually do.. O.O

good good for me. =D

Hmm.. yeah.

thats all.

xoxo

PS: i really miss hanging out with my crazieee friends.. =( sighs. miss those moments.

Dreams.

Often we hear people saying..

I wanna do this.. i wanna do that.. i wanna do this and that..

but how often do they actually make it happen or come true?

creating dreams are easy.

but making our dreams come to life is never easy.

The words tht comes out from our mouth..

can either change our lives..

or can be said for nothing..

the dreams that comes to our mind..

how often do we catch it and hold on to it till we achieve it?

hmm.. not many of us do that now do we?

haha.. so yeah..

my goals for this year.. well some of them..

I seriously wanna start breakdancing again..

i wanna start training again..

and i seriously want to enter more dance competitions this year..

seriously. and actually try to win some of them!

if can.. most of them! =)

but at the same time..

i must always remember that i have my AS exams in Oct..

so i need to rmb good time management.. =P

i've so many other dreams in mind..

i wan to improve my stamina in running..

i want to enter the terry fox run this year..

i'd love to enter the Penang Bridge run too!

but i wont be too ambitious.. hahaha..

So yep! these are my 3 goals at the moment. =P

And another thing..

you noeh.. when i go out too much..

people complain i go out too much..

when i dont wanna go out or leave the house..

people complain that i dont wanna go out..

ahh.. T_T So how now? humans are so complicating and confusing.

rawr.

ANYHOO!

SHERYL HO SU LYNN!!

i cant wait for our upcoming dance competition!!

Lets go babeh!

cant wait to start pracs. =)

xoxo

Joshua Baby. =)

Yuppie! im back from JB! and the reason why we even went all the way to JB was to celebrate my nephew's 1 year old birthday! =) Presenting to you...~!

Joshua Tan Jia Rong! =))
He definitely doesn't look 1! he's like so big and long! hahaha.. =P isn't he a cutieee???! ^^

So yup! we went to TGIF at Jothic Hall to celebrate his bday.. haha.. so cool right? 1st birthday already celebrate at TGIF. =P xD even i never celebrate my bday there before.. hahaha.. =P I shall let the pictures tell the story.. =)

Haha.. yeah.. Sleepy edy baby! xD not! after we went home he didn't wanna sleep at all! T_T but still.. he's as cute as ever! hahaha.. anyways i had fun in JB and im glad i finally got to buy myself a hoodie! =) tho didn't get to do much this time round.. but i got my hair cut.. and yeahh manage to spend more time with baby! hehe.. =P i had fun. =)

Heres some pics of the beautiful sky on the way back.. if u noe me well enough.. i really love these kinda things.. =P so pweety! =)))




sho yup! that was my weekend. hehe.. it was really jam!

took us so long to reach KL.. T_T

and there were alot of accidents.. long ones!

on both sides.. =/ hope everyones fine..

Ahh anyways.. i wannaaa JOG! like nowwwwwww!

And i feel so wasted today.. T_T

Computer the minute i woke.. =P

spent my day uploading videos.. hahaa...

and editing videos..=P

k ler! i wanna go jog. =P

xoxo

Back From Jb!

ahh just got back from JB.. so fast.! O.O

but the journey back was super slowww.. T_T

Jam giler.. plus so many accidents.. terrible ones.. O_O

ANYHOO!

im lieeeeeeek super hyper nowwwwww!

hahahaha.. music made me hyper!

i actually made myself hyper.. NYAHAHA!

i listened to all my new blog songs on my hp..

and started head banging,bouncing and hyper-ing myself!

xDDDDDDDDDDDD Looked like i was going bonkers! haha..

BUT I HAD FUNNNNNN! altho it was Jam. =P

lalalala~~~ love my new blog songs! they're awesomeeeeeeee!

hehehee... waahh love this feeling.. havent been like this in a while..

=)) =D =D =D~!

I went down to JB to celebrate my nephew's 1 year old birthday!

Baby Joshua is choooooo cuteee! =)

i miss him already!!! and guess wht?!

he loves my octeyyy!!! hehehehehee...

everytime he see my purple octopus he'd stop..

and smile and laugh and start playing with it..

i even took a video! hahahaha.. will upload ltr..

i literally just gt back.. its 11.43pm nw.. hahaa..

and i havent bathe yet..! wanted to!

but benroy stole the bathroom from me first.. =.=!

so i jusssssst had to come online.. nyahahaha...

and blog! while im still hyper-ing! xDD

wee~~~!

AND OH YEAAAAAH! I FINALLY GOT MYSELF A NEW HOODIE! AFTER HUNTING FOR ONE NICE DECENT ONE! thats not too LALA or Plain.. i finally found one in JB! wahahahahh~! aweeesomeee! Benroy got the same one as me too.. =P xD wanted to find white but the black was just too nice. =P Hehe..

Kkkkk! hahahahaha... pictures to come!

PS: did i mention how much im loving my new bloggie songs? =P Heheeee.. =PPP