So close to reaching that famous happy End

hewoooo! my week so far?

Monday.. was nice kayy..
coz on monday family still here..
coz their car broke down ..
so after school.. i raaaaaann back home..
hopinf and wishing they'd still be there when i reach..
that was the only thing on my mind the whole day..
well course sides exam.. bleh..
anyways when i reached back..
THEY WERE STILL THERE! hehe.. =)
so niceeee.. wheee~~!
3pm went tuition.. kept smsing mel..
"eh..still there?" xD.. at 4,30pm..
i sms again.. and said.. DUN GO!!! I'M COMING BACK!!!
hehe.. they still there.. yays.. =)
after short while they had to go alrdy..

=(.. when they left.. the noisy hse...
suddenly turned so quiet...
it was just me and my grandma..
sitting together eating dinner.
loneliness filled the hse..
hse so quiet.. u could here a needle drop..
haaa.. now i noe how my grandma feel..
everytime when we visit her and then leave and go back JB.
thats the keadaan in the house..
poor her.. Hmm.. at least now i'm here wit her..
hehehe.. not all 6 people leave her..
but 5 and 1 stays back. =)

anyways.. On tuesday right..
hehe.. another happy day for me.. =)
morning when i woke up.. saw 1 new sms..
when i open and see.. it was.. it was..
a long long lost friend. hmm more likeee..
a friend.. whom i thought tht..
we no more friends.. this person..
was once a close person to me..
and then suddenly some stupid stuff happened..
that caused us not to talk and communicate no more..
it was heart breaking for me.. coz..
this person is infect a dear person in my heart larh..
so anyways.. when i saw.. i didn't believe my eyes..
went to wash up.. got ready.. see again..
really memang is this person.
was shocked but very happy.. =)
replied.. and cht a while ni..
after tht had to go school..

after school i thought u know..
thats all our sms would be..
tht 2 sms before going school..
BUT suddenly a sms came..
it was.. it was this person again.. =)
Just really happy the way we are now lar..
u said.. u hope u could turn back time.. but
i wouldn't wish to turn back time..
tho yes.. in the pass got some good memories..
but got bad ones too.. painful.. hurtful ones..
Like wht u said.. "Let go of the past and go for the future. =)"

Glad we're talking again.. =)
u know.. after tht day.. my heart more relax and happy d..
coz for me.. loosing a friend is a terrible terrible thing.. =/
Ah yesss!!!! all is past. anew is here.
btw. i'm Happy For ya. =) jia you.

tht made my day. Hee..~! =D

wednesday right..
i kinda woke up late.. as in like really late!
woke at 6.55am. i go school at 7am.
my stupid alarm clock didn't ring!
urghhhhh! so neways.. i did everything in 5mins..
and ran to school like a... olmypic runner. hehe.. =P
exams been aite lar..
sides tht history kinda sucked coz..
i didn't get to finish the essay.. well..
1 of the essay.. not enough time.. dang..
1 hour.. only... aikss...


TODAY HOLIDAY!
but i almost went school..
why? because i didn't know there was a hol!

kk. i gtg . ciao. =)

Closed Off From Love,I didn't need the pain

Leona Lewis: Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

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hmmsh.. keep listening to this song..
its stuck in my head..
really nice song..
iloveit. :)

gosh..monday got test..
here am i blogging and still enjoying..
havent touched my books all week long.. =/
i feel baddd.. blerh.. but still holiday mood
geeeez....! =(

hmm.. and u know..
sometimes.. people are not as their expected..
get to know em better before u judge em. =)
heh..

everything has a limit to it.


dun go over. ;)

rmb ur rights kay.

i'm out. ta~

Deep inside we wanna believe they still Do

Heyy heyyy...
woke up damn early today.. 7am.. -.-
played bball with ben.. after tht..
went yam char.. =D
and bought breakfast for family after tht..

Had to bring mum and dad go MP..
by bus.. Zzz... dad's car broke down..
me being a KL-ian ... well as in i live here..
had to teman em go MP ..
taking bus.. takes up 2 good hours of ur time..
wait for the bus.. 1 hour.. reach there..
wanna come back.. wait another hour.. Zzz...
neways.. =D mummy got me some new shoes. Heee!

and yeah.. feeling super tired now lar..
and tmr family going back JB d.. =(
that was too fast............ sighs.


kk. raining. gtg.

ciao. =)

Today. :)

Hey hey.. back in KL already..

yesterday was niceee!

went to MP with mum by bus..

and did shopping the WHOLE day..

it was shoooo nice.. =) just me.. and my mummy. =D

and mummy bought me really nice clothes. =)

thank u mummy. =) ur my shoppin buddy. hee.~ ^^

today.. went to ou with mum and mel..

then yi soon came.. just after buying movie tickets..

Tiara came! =) and the best thing was.. she was alone.. =)

so we got to hang out for a while before the movie started..

Tiara.. =) so nice seeing ya again! We MUSH go out more kay.. ;)

went burger king.. yum cha.. then yee hua and wei ting came..

We semua snap pics like mad.. hahaa.. yayyyY~!

i lub ppl who likes to take pictures! =)

coz i love taking pics too.. mwahahahha...

had a real great time with them.. =D

when we about to go for movie d..

i saw BELLE! wheee~! hahaha..

Waaaa.. so nice lar.. we got to meet without planning.. =D

best-nyer... ^^

anyways.. we watched spiderwick..

me,mum,mel,yi soon.. it was..

okay actually.. quite funny.. haha..

and nice larh.. =)... not bad..

Dad was spose to fetch..

but his car broke down.. =(

so we had to take cab..

then alot ppl dun wanna fetch us..

coz we like stay in kepong..

then suddenly one guy say okay..

then k lar.. we naik.. tht stupid fella dunno the way..

but act like he know.. so fine.. he didn't take menjalara way..

so i tot he taking segambut way.. bugger..

he didn't know. and i got curious.. so i asked him..

"eh uncle.. u dunno the way is it?"

he replied, : errrr..errr...

i was like WALAO EH! *in my head*... =.=

so directed him.. he suddenly pandai pandai..

go use and make a turn into dunno where..

i was like..........................anyways..

make story short.. we finally reached home...

and our cab fee cost us rm24 bucks! ^%$^%$#%#!

stupid guy.. make us pay so much..

he summore dare to tambah rm5 more..

Stupid taxi driver..u dun even deserve to drive ppl la..

dunno the roads.. GR. Dunno nvm.. dunno how to ask..

so yeah.. i was pretty pisssed... but neways..

i let it go larh.. blerhhh.. our morning cab only cost us like..

rm8. shit lar.. rm 24 is like triple kay. Zzzz...

so totally ruined my day kay..

neways.. here are some pics of my outing with..

kim,ryn,bryan,jo,yu chuan. =)

THe 3 D-eys. xD =)

Candid shot by benson. was trying out some hairband. =)

Jo,Ryn.Kim.Mua. =)

Yu Chuan! x)

PICTURES OF TODAY! =D well.. some of it..

Tiara.YeeHua.WeiTing.Celine. =)

yeehua =)

Tiara =)

Yeaaaaa yeaaaa.. i'm wearing the same clothes..

so happen lar.. hahaa.. i got bathe kayyy...

Celine's a hygenic person. =P

Awaiting more pics of today from Tiara and Yi soon! =D

<3

All day Long....! ~~~~ =)

Wheee~! Hullo everyone!

bwahahaha.. i'm sooooooo haapppyyyy!!!!!



since i got back to JB been going out like almost everyday kay!
i'll just post a brief entry.. coz gonna go back d!

friday..use computer the whole day.. =P haha.. my beloved darling computer.. =D

then on saturday.. met up with Jack jack for lunch..
went back and eunice meix came over.. =)
we had a superb time.. =D doing wht girls do.. =)
at night.. went for dinner..
with bryan's family, The Tweeds, amanda's family and aunty yin.
karaoke whole night.. and wow.. BRYAN CAN SING THAI!
well.. so he wished.. =P

sunday!

it was family day of course.. hahaa..
spent the whole day with family.. =)
went to church too in the morning..
it was great.. =D

Monday!

went out with grace,kaw,xuang,bin!
we watched 10,000 BC.
nice show. teaches u alot of things..
reminds u as well of how fortunate we are.. =)

later on.. when they went back..
go yum cha with Zi Yang,Guo Rong and His gf.
at vivo. =P bwahahahhaa..
nice time catching up. :D

at night..
met up with HL, JT..
had dinner at stone grill!
waaa.. i like ate at tht place for 3 times d..
@_@.. it was nice lar meeting them again..
wonderfull but tiring day.. =)

TUESDAY!
bwahahah! went to CS with ben..
met up with karyn,kim,jo,bryan..
and we watched STEP UP 2!
later on.. Bryan left.. and Yu Chuan joined us!
it was nice meeting him for the first time.. =D
friendly nice guy.. =)
btw! step up 2 rawk!!! hehehehe..

kk! i gtg d.. gonna head back for KL..
and sobs.. sad i couldnt post up the pictures taken..
no time.. boo.. i've still so much things i wanna do here..
but gotta leave already.. haizzz..
well.. be back soon. =)

hugs.

I MISS ALL OF U GUYS.. =)
u so know who u are. heeee~ =)

HOME SWEET HOME! =)

I'm bacccckkk! Yayyyyy~!
ohh.. the feeling to be back home is soooo good!
=).. i've had the best day on 6th of march..
hahaa..everything went so smoothly and nicely..
school was awesome.. after school was awesome..
and at night was just.. superb. =)
Dad came to fetch me..reached JB at 4am.
Slept at 6am. heee..=)
i cant explain the super happy feeling...
but its just.. =) =) =)


hahaa...cant wait to see me darlings..=D
(u know who u are..=) )


Ahhhh.~~! i'm too happy to think of anything to type down..


Its just all Smiles in my heart now..
hhahaa.. i'm too happy for words to express or explain.
=)

When darkness falls, theres always my God and darlings to light up my world. =)

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So Close. - Jon McLaughlin (Enchanted)

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two

So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far..

I've been looking for this song for ages. =)

BIG BIG THANK YOU TO DANIEL TAN!

He helped me dwnload the WHOLE OST for Enchanted!

wheeee~!!! so happyyyy!!!

THANK U DANIEL!!!!!!!! =D

hey heyy.. it a new month already

hey guys..! ya..its been long since me got to update..
alot has been going on..
been having a tough february.
so emo for so long.. sighs. thts bad.
but hey..feb has passed and march is here.. =)
all smiles and whtever happened last month is now a history.
i'll try my best to stand strong..
at the moment.. my happiest moments of my day..
would be while i'm in school.. i just love school so much..
hahaa..=) yesh yesh... and yeah..
my school basketball girls team rawks my sawks.! :)
we're so winning every game.. haha.. wheee~!
well neways.. me aint doin no sports nor dance nor kawad
at the moment. coz i kind sprain my leg badly during handball prac.
and my uncle.. oh gosh.. he like.. hwaah.. urut my leg with
all his might. it hurt sooooooo badly kay..

this is the first time i got to sleep in late.
coz din go school. haaa. =)
and like it rained so heavily.. fuyoooh.. lagi nice to sleep.
hehe.. grandma back from hospital yday.
so now er.. ya lah.. gotta be there all the time to help her.
got a aunty from ipoh.. she gonna stay in the hse..
to take care of her.. and help out.
till when i dunno.. but yeah.

holidays coming d. so fast.
wuyoh. and hey! good news people!!!!!!!!
my smallest aunt shifted in.aka sun jie.
and on monday she shifting the internet to me hse.
bwahhahaha! yesssssssssssssssssssss ah! internet!
wheeeeee~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy me. bwhahaa...=)

i've been a very good girl and nvr go out for so long.
me wanna see step up 2 and vantage point!!! =D
in school.. got more friends d.. hahaa..
i met a cool dancer in my school.. hahaa..
like me.. he nvr learnt.. but he's so talented really..
more talented then me.. haha.. he dance super nice..
can do alot of things i cant.. hahahaa.. respect!
very happy coz alot of good friends in school..
who really take care of me. bwhahahaa..
i know i metioned this before.. but yeah!
really ler.. i'm loved. and i'm blessed. =)

ok.. dunno wht else to blog abt d.. hahaa..
anyways! do pls keep me and grandma in ur prayers aite. =)


MELISSA YAP KAH LAI!!!

sowie.. needed to get ur attention.
haha.. jie help me bring my nike shoe tht mum took back..
and my student card.. the smkdc punya.
kay? thanks. =D mwhs! miss u!

my miss dreamy how i'm missing u. =)
see u soon aite..!~ i hope...=)

my Apple.. =)
i lovie u muchies..! =)


Thanks to the three people above ..
for they were there for me..
during my down-est moments in feb.

i love u all.. =)

Happy CNY and Valentines Darlings!

Hey hey.. how have u all been?
chinese new year passed by so fast..
and family left so fast. =(
but at least it was good 4 days with them! =D
spent super long time in Beng's hse!
it was sho nicesh meeting her whole family again.
first time meeting her brother, Kong. ^^
and yesh! finally got to meet up with my cousin joanne. =D
aka "coolieJJ" in my chtterbox.
cant really rmb the whole of cny..
but one things for sure!
the cai siew ngor was supeeeerbbb!

bout valentines! fuyoooh...
the best valentines ever.
though we went through it without electric =.=
but still it was really fun and nice.
spent the night with mun yi, sun jie and chan wan. =D
the rest of the relatives were there..
but we had our own 'party' outside the hse. xD!
this is wht happen lar.. at around 6pm..
while i was watching my favourite 'hokkien' series ..
the electric putus. yesh.. my fav drama series at the moment..
happens to be in hokien. mwahhahaa..
u guys must be thinking, "eh? celine know hokkien??"
Bwahahhaa.. actually....... i read the subtitles! xDDD
but hey! i'm learning kay! "wa cai hokkien wui ! " =D
coming back to da no electric situation..
coz there was no electric.. and it was gettin dark..
candles ! yup.. candles everywhere.. and it gave tht..
oh-so romantic feeling. hahaha.. then i play love songs..
and started waltz-ing with my cousin..! hahaha..
then we went out.. sat on the swing and enjoy the
b-e-a-utiful fireworks!
coz tht very day..happened to be the er.. hokkien prayer thingy..
anyways..! there were wonderful fireworks..
great ppl.. and yesh! it was just so nice larh.. =)
was the best valentines for me so far..
and we got to enjoy super delicious cake!
from sun jie and chan wan kor.
they bought for us as valentines gift. hehe.. thank u!
hahaha.. u can be my guest to give me a better valentines next year if u want. =D

Anyways.. schools been great.
first test coming up soon on the 27th!
and my basketball competition is like..
next next week.. gotta pay rm50 for bball jersey..
school team one.. T_T rm50........
anyways! i got to pick the number 12! bwaahahah!
my favourite number. =D
scary.. i nvr went for bball competition b4.. haha..
and i got kawad kaki again..
competition in april. "Kawad Kaki Zon Sentul"
so yeah.. pracs.. alot..

finally got to watch kung fu dunk!
bwahaha.. it was ok lar.. =)
watch with classmates.. k lar..
i go help aunt pack her stuff then play bball d..
take care!! i miss u all very much!


muacks! =D


hugs to me readers. =)

CNY!

Hey.. so fast..
CNY is here.. been busy cleaning the hse..
and guess wht? FAMILY came down today!!
Wheee~! so nice to see them again..=)
loads of homework to do...T_T
anyways.. should be going to Beng's hse tmr!
yay! haha.. miss her.. so long din see her d..
and yesh! ang pow time! mwahahahah!
k lar.. lazy to type much.

HAPPY CNY PPL! =D

SPORTS DAY IS OVER!!!

Aw yeaaaaaaaaaah! sports day is SO over!
I've been having the longest weeks ever.
busy busy busy. Body hurtin everywhere.
look like charcoal. hurt my back.
LOL. yeah. so much has been happening.
and i didn't even have time to get enough rest.
things have been so everywhere!
its like.. i have pracs during PNP time!
i din get to masuk class for 3 days.
coz of dupid cheerleading pracs.
which so totally.. wasnt worth missing class.
they din really practise per say.

anyways.. coz of tht..
i've a pile of homework tht i've yet to finish.
and hey! bout sports day..
SCOUTS WON NUMBER 1 FOR KAWAD!
Aw yeaaaaaah!!! In my school, scouts been winning all the way!
till 2 years ago .. they lost to KRS for 2 years straight.
And this year! We redeemed our scouts name in kawad kaki! mwahhahaha!
we were soooo happy.. me and serena was just screaming at the top of our lungs.! haha..
I'm proud to say tht i've got alot of new friends..who really takes care of me.. haha..=)
And well.. sports day was in Selayang stadium.
when it was time for me to run..
i was bare foot, coz i din have the right shoes for running.
the stadium was alright..till it reached noon..
my feet.. was literally burning kay!
it was sooo hot.. tht every participant tht was bare foot..
all had to jump up and down so tht our feet wouldn't get cook..
it was really hot.. and a funny sight.. xD..

sports day was great larh..
i'm so glad its over. =)
not sure wht i won yet..
coz prize giving on monday..
coz when i run.. i super dun care whose beside me.
haha.. i just .. RUN!!!! then when its over..
run to the grass to cool down my feet..xD

Oh yeaah.. theres this weird..
taiwan guy in my school..
whose scaring the outa me..
he's EVRYWHERE i am/go.
he's just always there!
he keeps ..bugging me for my number..
when i stay back. he stays back too..
i say.. why havent u gone back..
he says, i wanna accompany u.. i miss u..
in a really freaky.. way ever!
and annoys me like crazy.. seriously..
his freaky.. he always try to find out where i stay..
by trying to walk back with me..
thank God for my friends..
he dun dare. coz they scolded him. lmao.
serve him right... he's really scary lar..


started bball prac today..
Its a holiday here today..
for everyone.. coz its WILAYAH day!
wheee~! and did i mention tht i super love the wilayah persekutuan song?
Its sooooo nice kay! short and sweet. =)
my school songs not bad either. hehe..
New month already.. so fast..
hey.. its been a month staying here in kl for me..
still standing strong.. =) i thank God for tht.

Nvr the less.. i still do miss my beloved family back in JB.
friends as well. =) coz with a love and bond so strong..
distance doesnt change anything..
distance dont matter. =)


CNY is coming and i cant wait to see my family!
YAyyyyyyyy!!! hehe..
and someone's bday coming already. =)
u should noe who u are. haha..
aite! thats all for now..
take care y'all!

U know i love and miss u. =)